How could I even start this chapter when I am lose without you. : (Monday, June 29, 2009)
Blogger is been a bitch now. Can't upload pictures at all.
Realised that I've not been updating for the past 2 weeks! I know , I'm sorry.
Was busy with work. I'm a happy girl now. hahahahahhaha .
School opened today , was nervous but everything turned out fine.
Hope things stays the way it is......
Heading for my bed now , will update tomorrow I promise.
(with a post regarding our King of Pop).
RIP. :(
[10:43 PM] -
tough enough to say that i miss you.
: (Thursday, June 18, 2009)
Hello Joanne's readers (: I'm Deborah here . Joanne wants you guys to know that her phone has been anounced dead . She's superb depressed over it and will try to update her blog during the weekends . Be patient JJ's reader ! :D
[7:15 PM] -
tough enough to say that i miss you.
At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet. : (Monday, June 15, 2009)
You come and go like a wind.... 
"They do not love that do not show their love. The course of true love never did run smooth. Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There is no evil angel but Love."
- William Shakespeare
As usual , got up headed down for work and came right home after it. I'm so tired.
I need a listening ear.....
[9:12 PM] -
tough enough to say that i miss you.
And now it's time to go. : (Sunday, June 14, 2009)
Should we ever escape ......Managed to get myself up to work today. Didn't know what to wear and wore a 3
quarter shorts and
tank top with heels. I know , it sounds weird. I did feel weird at first too but got over it pretty soon the minute I stepped out of my house. Okay , I've no idea what I'm saying right now.
Someone thought that I was drunk . That person should know who is he right? Hahahahha.

Was late 5
mins for work. Wasn't as busy as expected.
Godma didn't came . And that Bitch didn't came too. Totally
glad for that. Started
working/slacking/practicing on my skills for manicure and pedicure. All my
colleagues said that I was a pretty fast learner.
Woot! Perhaps pretty soon I will be able to earn another working skill. Delighted. Ever since I started working there , I started knowing hell loads of stuff regarding the nails and the growth of it. Now , I know how to take good care of my nails to prevent it from chipping or getting dirty.
(:



Changed my toe nails colours once again. Vivian ( my
colleagues ) that is like my elder sister there wanted me to join her for a steamboat dinner. In the end , I realised that her off day was tomorrow while mine was last
Thursday therefore had to reject her request. Kind of carving for steamboat right now ): .
Rarrrrr. Gotta head to sleep now.
XXOXOXO.
' Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile. '
- Franklin P. Jones
[11:39 PM] -
tough enough to say that i miss you.
People all in circles. : (Saturday, June 13, 2009)
I've got a feeling that tonight will be a good night .....

Guess what ?! Mommy literally forgot to give me my allowance and I totally forgot all about it! Ended up going to work with like 10cents and didn't wanted to wake Mommy up just for money. Got my way down to work. Someone pissed me off during working time today. Look here man , like c'mon it's not like as though I didn't collect the right amount of money . It's just that I didn't freaking write the whole damn name of the product. And it was not my fault in the end , it was my colleagues memory. You can't even be bother to say a single damn sorry? So what if you're my Godma's sister in law that comes to help up only on Saturdays?
YOU'RE NOT THE LADY BOSS. We were all busy , can't you freaking get your ass up to get the customer a cup of tea?
Don't push me around I work for my Godma I don't work for you bitch .


That was not what else happened. My sister had an appointment today and yesterday , I've already taken out her membership card as that's what we normally would do. In the end , that bitch claimed that it was missing and it really was. But surprisingly , after merely making a phone call while going to the toilet , upon returning , the membership card can magically appear hur?
FUCK YOU MAN. URGHS! Damn bloody pissed off. At the same time , I was feeling damn hungry . Texted my sister to buy some food over for me. Finally , she came and soon after , we left my work place to head down to catch a movie with my elder sister at Plaza Sing. Was late all thanks to the car park that was full. Caught the movie , ' Ghost of girlfriends past' Nice movie , worth watching.


After the movie , head down to Wine Bar which was just beside Zouk -.- Didn't realised it only after my sister drive past it to park the car. Had a few round of drinks. My sister's friends joined us and they ordered a tray of Sex on the Beach. Took a couple of shots of it and I love that drink now. Wooooooooohoooooooooooo. Cabbed home and hopefully I won't be late tomorrow!
This post was posted at 2AM however I can't set the timing because it will be posted as tomorrow's post._.
Goodnight world.
[11:07 PM] -
tough enough to say that i miss you.
Just turn around for a second. : (Friday, June 12, 2009)
You put on quite a show ....

Still bothered over the fact that Adam Lambert didn't won American Idol. Perhaps it's because of the radio that keeps on playing Kris Allen's song that's why I'm feeling kind of unhappy about it? Well , I thought that today , while working , I would have to hear Kris Allen's voice once again on the top 40 hottest songs . But guess what?! FINALLY ADAM LAMBERT'S ON THE LIST!
Big cheers for that man. Kept on playing the song ' Mad World' on my way to work every day .
'
All around me are familiar faces .................. Going no where going no where ...... No expression no expression ..... And I find it kind of funny , I find it kind of sad , the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had .... People all in circles .... It's a very very Mad Worldddddd. '
OMG,
ADAM LAMBERTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT THE GREAT.



After work, my dear Shihui little baby came all the way down to find me . She cut her finge and look effing cute and kawaii! Gosh , so damn tempted to chop my finge off too. However , many people around me including my mom and sister kept on advising me not to.
Should I or should I not? ): Dilema. I need more advises.
1st thing we did when we saw each other was to
H-U-G in front of like so many onlookers. Sweet hur? Don't get envy . Oh whatever.

Anyway , we walked around and did many stupid things. Hahahaa walked all the way to Cine and there was a Guitar Hero thingy going on. Went to the back and bumped into Yvonne. Surpisingly my little baby knew Yvonne too. Indeed , it's a very very veryyyy small world.
Ain't that big after all (: . The both of us had a very very long heart to heart talk. Gald that she spoke to me about something regarding what's happening to her nowadays.
Kept on snapping pictures and headed to the toilet as she kept on thinking that her hair was in a bad condition and she didn't looked good. C'mon my dear , you look
PERFECTLY NORMAL.




Went to the toilet and had to wait for her for a very long time . Did some camwhore while waiting.
HAHAHAHHA. Walked out of Cine and headed to Takashimaya , in the end , went back to Cine . Sat back at where we were at. Decided to leave Cine around 9plus and took a bus together back to my place. While we were walking to catch the bus , she shocked me with a huge news. Like
HUGE. She should know what it was. HAHAHAHAH
Slacked around Petal and went home shortly after that. Work tomorrow once again ):
No wait! It must be a smiley face as I'll be receiving hell loads of cash . HAHAHAHAHHAHA !
Gotta go now.
With loads of love!
[11:32 PM] -
tough enough to say that i miss you.
I need some space to breathe. : (Thursday, June 11, 2009)
Love is like a pair of chopsticks ........Yea I know my bad for abandoning my blog out of a sudden! But seriously , I'm running out of ideas regarding what I should blog. I can't really blog what I really feel nor think as sometimes , people will feel offended or think that I'm referring to a certain person/race. Well we're not living in a freedom country like America. (
Zzz). Oh well talking about America , I know it's pretty slow or '
LAG' for me to be posting anything regarding American Idol. But seriously , up to this date , I still think that Adam Lambert should be the American Idol. Like c'mon , his voice is definitely way much better than Kris Allen's as not only can he handle different type of pitch of the song ' No Boundaries ' ,
HE HAS A GREAT SENSE IN FASHION. & HE LOOK CLEAN AND GOOD. 
I've no idea why Kris Allen's version of '
No Boundaries' is on the top 40 every time I hear on the radio while working. Like no offence , but I just can't seem to find that emotions and the ' I feel he's singing it right beside me ' kind of feeling unlike Adam Lambert. His songs are all filled with emotions .
AND FUCK YOU GUYS IF YOU DISLIKE HIM JUST BECAUSE HE'S A GAY. SO WHAT?! FUCK YOU IF YOU DISLIKE HIS SONGS JUST BECAUSE HE'S GAY. Everyone has their own choice in who they want to love , so don't you fucking dare to judge him based on his personality.
AT LEAST , HE CAN SING BETTER THAN YOU. And Adam has a clean look unlike Kris , while watching the both of them on the finales , I just feel that Kris can't seem to be bothered to even shave away his bead. It made him look old , it made him look dirty and it made him look like he's was just in the beginning of the audition.


Unlike Adam , he totally can kick off any type of look , from the one where he combed all his hair up and looked like Elvis Presley to the one when he was performing with the band , Kiss with his crazy rocker outfit which really caught people's attention. And his long black jacket during his first song , ' Mad World' .
OMGOMGOMG, He's just freaking good la. I've no idea why he didn't won the title. I heard rumours ..... Regarding the reasons why Adam didn't won the title. Some said that it was because in America , since majority of the people are Christian , and it's against Christianity to be gay or lesbian therefore , people didn't wanted to vote for Adam since he was a gay. Some said that Adam lost the title because he came from a smaller town in America compared to Kris Allen . Well , maybe that was what really happened . It happened before . The previous season , David Archuleta came from a small town too.

So now , let's compare shall we?
Both Adam and David Archuleta came from a small town in America while David Cook and Kris Allen came from a bigger town in America. David Archuleta and Adam have clean cute white face while both Kris and David Cook have unshaven bead making them to look dirty and old.
I STILL DON'T GET IT !!!!!!!!!!!
Someone , explain to me why didn't David Archuleta nor Adam Lambert won the title?
WHY WHY WHY ?-
chants why a zillion times in my head-




I better stop talking about it now before I really go crazy. Didn't head to work today as it was my off day so I slept till the sun started burning my butt.
HAHAH just kidding . It's impossible for the sun to burn my butt while I'm sleeping as I've always have the curtains drawn. Teeeheee.
Got up pretty early though despite the effort of forcing myself back to sleep. Ended up watching television to Cold Case on MioTv to DVDs. Then what else did I do? Well , I changed my nail colours once again. I'm like crazy about how my nail looks now ever since I've started working at my Godma's place.


Working there allows you to see different type of people , different type of personalities they have. And the funny part is that you get to see their ugly unglam toes! HAHAHAHAHAH. My colleagues and I would always gossip in the Staff room about how ugly and dirty the customer's toes are. As you can know if the person is a clean or dirty person just by looking at their toes condition.
OMG! -
just realised a pimple popping out - I need to do a facial pretty soon. Perhaps after the holidays? I shall book an appointment at the place I'm working at. Still trying to figure out which facial I should do and whether my membership has enough value for it.
That reminds me to check it out tomorrow while working.
Alrighty , I've gotta pack for tomorrow now.
With loads of love , Xoxoxox.
[8:15 PM] -
tough enough to say that i miss you.
How could I even start this chapter when I am lose without you. : (Monday, June 29, 2009)
Monday, June 29, 2009
Blogger is been a bitch now. Can't upload pictures at all.
Realised that I've not been updating for the past 2 weeks! I know , I'm sorry.
Was busy with work. I'm a happy girl now. hahahahahhaha .
School opened today , was nervous but everything turned out fine.
Hope things stays the way it is......
Heading for my bed now , will update tomorrow I promise.
(with a post regarding our King of Pop).
RIP. :(
[10:43 PM] -
tough enough to say that i miss you.
: (Thursday, June 18, 2009)
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Hello Joanne's readers (: I'm Deborah here . Joanne wants you guys to know that her phone has been anounced dead . She's superb depressed over it and will try to update her blog during the weekends . Be patient JJ's reader ! :D
[7:15 PM] -
tough enough to say that i miss you.
At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet. : (Monday, June 15, 2009)
Monday, June 15, 2009
You come and go like a wind.... 
"They do not love that do not show their love. The course of true love never did run smooth. Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There is no evil angel but Love."
- William Shakespeare
As usual , got up headed down for work and came right home after it. I'm so tired.
I need a listening ear.....
[9:12 PM] -
tough enough to say that i miss you.
And now it's time to go. : (Sunday, June 14, 2009)
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Should we ever escape ......Managed to get myself up to work today. Didn't know what to wear and wore a 3
quarter shorts and
tank top with heels. I know , it sounds weird. I did feel weird at first too but got over it pretty soon the minute I stepped out of my house. Okay , I've no idea what I'm saying right now.
Someone thought that I was drunk . That person should know who is he right? Hahahahha.

Was late 5
mins for work. Wasn't as busy as expected.
Godma didn't came . And that Bitch didn't came too. Totally
glad for that. Started
working/slacking/practicing on my skills for manicure and pedicure. All my
colleagues said that I was a pretty fast learner.
Woot! Perhaps pretty soon I will be able to earn another working skill. Delighted. Ever since I started working there , I started knowing hell loads of stuff regarding the nails and the growth of it. Now , I know how to take good care of my nails to prevent it from chipping or getting dirty.
(:



Changed my toe nails colours once again. Vivian ( my
colleagues ) that is like my elder sister there wanted me to join her for a steamboat dinner. In the end , I realised that her off day was tomorrow while mine was last
Thursday therefore had to reject her request. Kind of carving for steamboat right now ): .
Rarrrrr. Gotta head to sleep now.
XXOXOXO.
' Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile. '
- Franklin P. Jones
[11:39 PM] -
tough enough to say that i miss you.
People all in circles. : (Saturday, June 13, 2009)
Saturday, June 13, 2009
I've got a feeling that tonight will be a good night .....

Guess what ?! Mommy literally forgot to give me my allowance and I totally forgot all about it! Ended up going to work with like 10cents and didn't wanted to wake Mommy up just for money. Got my way down to work. Someone pissed me off during working time today. Look here man , like c'mon it's not like as though I didn't collect the right amount of money . It's just that I didn't freaking write the whole damn name of the product. And it was not my fault in the end , it was my colleagues memory. You can't even be bother to say a single damn sorry? So what if you're my Godma's sister in law that comes to help up only on Saturdays?
YOU'RE NOT THE LADY BOSS. We were all busy , can't you freaking get your ass up to get the customer a cup of tea?
Don't push me around I work for my Godma I don't work for you bitch .


That was not what else happened. My sister had an appointment today and yesterday , I've already taken out her membership card as that's what we normally would do. In the end , that bitch claimed that it was missing and it really was. But surprisingly , after merely making a phone call while going to the toilet , upon returning , the membership card can magically appear hur?
FUCK YOU MAN. URGHS! Damn bloody pissed off. At the same time , I was feeling damn hungry . Texted my sister to buy some food over for me. Finally , she came and soon after , we left my work place to head down to catch a movie with my elder sister at Plaza Sing. Was late all thanks to the car park that was full. Caught the movie , ' Ghost of girlfriends past' Nice movie , worth watching.


After the movie , head down to Wine Bar which was just beside Zouk -.- Didn't realised it only after my sister drive past it to park the car. Had a few round of drinks. My sister's friends joined us and they ordered a tray of Sex on the Beach. Took a couple of shots of it and I love that drink now. Wooooooooohoooooooooooo. Cabbed home and hopefully I won't be late tomorrow!
This post was posted at 2AM however I can't set the timing because it will be posted as tomorrow's post._.
Goodnight world.
[11:07 PM] -
tough enough to say that i miss you.
Just turn around for a second. : (Friday, June 12, 2009)
Friday, June 12, 2009
You put on quite a show ....

Still bothered over the fact that Adam Lambert didn't won American Idol. Perhaps it's because of the radio that keeps on playing Kris Allen's song that's why I'm feeling kind of unhappy about it? Well , I thought that today , while working , I would have to hear Kris Allen's voice once again on the top 40 hottest songs . But guess what?! FINALLY ADAM LAMBERT'S ON THE LIST!
Big cheers for that man. Kept on playing the song ' Mad World' on my way to work every day .
'
All around me are familiar faces .................. Going no where going no where ...... No expression no expression ..... And I find it kind of funny , I find it kind of sad , the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had .... People all in circles .... It's a very very Mad Worldddddd. '
OMG,
ADAM LAMBERTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT THE GREAT.



After work, my dear Shihui little baby came all the way down to find me . She cut her finge and look effing cute and kawaii! Gosh , so damn tempted to chop my finge off too. However , many people around me including my mom and sister kept on advising me not to.
Should I or should I not? ): Dilema. I need more advises.
1st thing we did when we saw each other was to
H-U-G in front of like so many onlookers. Sweet hur? Don't get envy . Oh whatever.

Anyway , we walked around and did many stupid things. Hahahaa walked all the way to Cine and there was a Guitar Hero thingy going on. Went to the back and bumped into Yvonne. Surpisingly my little baby knew Yvonne too. Indeed , it's a very very veryyyy small world.
Ain't that big after all (: . The both of us had a very very long heart to heart talk. Gald that she spoke to me about something regarding what's happening to her nowadays.
Kept on snapping pictures and headed to the toilet as she kept on thinking that her hair was in a bad condition and she didn't looked good. C'mon my dear , you look
PERFECTLY NORMAL.




Went to the toilet and had to wait for her for a very long time . Did some camwhore while waiting.
HAHAHAHHA. Walked out of Cine and headed to Takashimaya , in the end , went back to Cine . Sat back at where we were at. Decided to leave Cine around 9plus and took a bus together back to my place. While we were walking to catch the bus , she shocked me with a huge news. Like
HUGE. She should know what it was. HAHAHAHAH
Slacked around Petal and went home shortly after that. Work tomorrow once again ):
No wait! It must be a smiley face as I'll be receiving hell loads of cash . HAHAHAHAHHAHA !
Gotta go now.
With loads of love!
[11:32 PM] -
tough enough to say that i miss you.
I need some space to breathe. : (Thursday, June 11, 2009)
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Love is like a pair of chopsticks ........Yea I know my bad for abandoning my blog out of a sudden! But seriously , I'm running out of ideas regarding what I should blog. I can't really blog what I really feel nor think as sometimes , people will feel offended or think that I'm referring to a certain person/race. Well we're not living in a freedom country like America. (
Zzz). Oh well talking about America , I know it's pretty slow or '
LAG' for me to be posting anything regarding American Idol. But seriously , up to this date , I still think that Adam Lambert should be the American Idol. Like c'mon , his voice is definitely way much better than Kris Allen's as not only can he handle different type of pitch of the song ' No Boundaries ' ,
HE HAS A GREAT SENSE IN FASHION. & HE LOOK CLEAN AND GOOD. 
I've no idea why Kris Allen's version of '
No Boundaries' is on the top 40 every time I hear on the radio while working. Like no offence , but I just can't seem to find that emotions and the ' I feel he's singing it right beside me ' kind of feeling unlike Adam Lambert. His songs are all filled with emotions .
AND FUCK YOU GUYS IF YOU DISLIKE HIM JUST BECAUSE HE'S A GAY. SO WHAT?! FUCK YOU IF YOU DISLIKE HIS SONGS JUST BECAUSE HE'S GAY. Everyone has their own choice in who they want to love , so don't you fucking dare to judge him based on his personality.
AT LEAST , HE CAN SING BETTER THAN YOU. And Adam has a clean look unlike Kris , while watching the both of them on the finales , I just feel that Kris can't seem to be bothered to even shave away his bead. It made him look old , it made him look dirty and it made him look like he's was just in the beginning of the audition.


Unlike Adam , he totally can kick off any type of look , from the one where he combed all his hair up and looked like Elvis Presley to the one when he was performing with the band , Kiss with his crazy rocker outfit which really caught people's attention. And his long black jacket during his first song , ' Mad World' .
OMGOMGOMG, He's just freaking good la. I've no idea why he didn't won the title. I heard rumours ..... Regarding the reasons why Adam didn't won the title. Some said that it was because in America , since majority of the people are Christian , and it's against Christianity to be gay or lesbian therefore , people didn't wanted to vote for Adam since he was a gay. Some said that Adam lost the title because he came from a smaller town in America compared to Kris Allen . Well , maybe that was what really happened . It happened before . The previous season , David Archuleta came from a small town too.

So now , let's compare shall we?
Both Adam and David Archuleta came from a small town in America while David Cook and Kris Allen came from a bigger town in America. David Archuleta and Adam have clean cute white face while both Kris and David Cook have unshaven bead making them to look dirty and old.
I STILL DON'T GET IT !!!!!!!!!!!
Someone , explain to me why didn't David Archuleta nor Adam Lambert won the title?
WHY WHY WHY ?-
chants why a zillion times in my head-




I better stop talking about it now before I really go crazy. Didn't head to work today as it was my off day so I slept till the sun started burning my butt.
HAHAH just kidding . It's impossible for the sun to burn my butt while I'm sleeping as I've always have the curtains drawn. Teeeheee.
Got up pretty early though despite the effort of forcing myself back to sleep. Ended up watching television to Cold Case on MioTv to DVDs. Then what else did I do? Well , I changed my nail colours once again. I'm like crazy about how my nail looks now ever since I've started working at my Godma's place.


Working there allows you to see different type of people , different type of personalities they have. And the funny part is that you get to see their ugly unglam toes! HAHAHAHAHAH. My colleagues and I would always gossip in the Staff room about how ugly and dirty the customer's toes are. As you can know if the person is a clean or dirty person just by looking at their toes condition.
OMG! -
just realised a pimple popping out - I need to do a facial pretty soon. Perhaps after the holidays? I shall book an appointment at the place I'm working at. Still trying to figure out which facial I should do and whether my membership has enough value for it.
That reminds me to check it out tomorrow while working.
Alrighty , I've gotta pack for tomorrow now.
With loads of love , Xoxoxox.
[8:15 PM] -
tough enough to say that i miss you.