Roses as guns bullets

You come and go like a wind....



"They do not love that do not show their love. The course of true love never did run smooth. Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There is no evil angel but Love."
- William Shakespeare


As usual , got up headed down for work and came right home after it. I'm so tired.
I need a listening ear.....

Should we ever escape ......

Managed to get myself up to work today. Didn't know what to wear and wore a 3 quarter shorts and tank top with heels. I know , it sounds weird. I did feel weird at first too but got over it pretty soon the minute I stepped out of my house. Okay , I've no idea what I'm saying right now. Someone thought that I was drunk . That person should know who is he right? Hahahahha.



Was late 5mins for work. Wasn't as busy as expected. Godma didn't came . And that Bitch didn't came too. Totally glad for that. Started working/slacking/practicing on my skills for manicure and pedicure. All my colleagues said that I was a pretty fast learner. Woot! Perhaps pretty soon I will be able to earn another working skill. Delighted. Ever since I started working there , I started knowing hell loads of stuff regarding the nails and the growth of it. Now , I know how to take good care of my nails to prevent it from chipping or getting dirty.
(:




Changed my toe nails colours once again. Vivian ( my colleagues ) that is like my elder sister there wanted me to join her for a steamboat dinner. In the end , I realised that her off day was tomorrow while mine was last Thursday therefore had to reject her request. Kind of carving for steamboat right now ): . Rarrrrr. Gotta head to sleep now.
XXOXOXO.



' Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile. '
- Franklin P. Jones

I've got a feeling that tonight will be a good night .....



Guess what ?! Mommy literally forgot to give me my allowance and I totally forgot all about it! Ended up going to work with like 10cents and didn't wanted to wake Mommy up just for money. Got my way down to work. Someone pissed me off during working time today. Look here man , like c'mon it's not like as though I didn't collect the right amount of money . It's just that I didn't freaking write the whole damn name of the product. And it was not my fault in the end , it was my colleagues memory. You can't even be bother to say a single damn sorry? So what if you're my Godma's sister in law that comes to help up only on Saturdays? YOU'RE NOT THE LADY BOSS. We were all busy , can't you freaking get your ass up to get the customer a cup of tea?
Don't push me around I work for my Godma I don't work for you bitch .



That was not what else happened. My sister had an appointment today and yesterday , I've already taken out her membership card as that's what we normally would do. In the end , that bitch claimed that it was missing and it really was. But surprisingly , after merely making a phone call while going to the toilet , upon returning , the membership card can magically appear hur? FUCK YOU MAN. URGHS! Damn bloody pissed off. At the same time , I was feeling damn hungry . Texted my sister to buy some food over for me. Finally , she came and soon after , we left my work place to head down to catch a movie with my elder sister at Plaza Sing. Was late all thanks to the car park that was full. Caught the movie , ' Ghost of girlfriends past' Nice movie , worth watching.



After the movie , head down to Wine Bar which was just beside Zouk -.- Didn't realised it only after my sister drive past it to park the car. Had a few round of drinks. My sister's friends joined us and they ordered a tray of Sex on the Beach. Took a couple of shots of it and I love that drink now. Wooooooooohoooooooooooo. Cabbed home and hopefully I won't be late tomorrow!
This post was posted at 2AM however I can't set the timing because it will be posted as tomorrow's post._.
Goodnight world.

You put on quite a show ....



Still bothered over the fact that Adam Lambert didn't won American Idol. Perhaps it's because of the radio that keeps on playing Kris Allen's song that's why I'm feeling kind of unhappy about it? Well , I thought that today , while working , I would have to hear Kris Allen's voice once again on the top 40 hottest songs . But guess what?! FINALLY ADAM LAMBERT'S ON THE LIST!
Big cheers for that man. Kept on playing the song ' Mad World' on my way to work every day .
' All around me are familiar faces .................. Going no where going no where ...... No expression no expression ..... And I find it kind of funny , I find it kind of sad , the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had .... People all in circles .... It's a very very Mad Worldddddd. '
OMG, ADAM LAMBERTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT THE GREAT.




After work, my dear Shihui little baby came all the way down to find me . She cut her finge and look effing cute and kawaii! Gosh , so damn tempted to chop my finge off too. However , many people around me including my mom and sister kept on advising me not to.
Should I or should I not? ): Dilema. I need more advises.
1st thing we did when we saw each other was to H-U-G in front of like so many onlookers. Sweet hur? Don't get envy . Oh whatever.



Anyway , we walked around and did many stupid things. Hahahaa walked all the way to Cine and there was a Guitar Hero thingy going on. Went to the back and bumped into Yvonne. Surpisingly my little baby knew Yvonne too. Indeed , it's a very very veryyyy small world.
Ain't that big after all (: . The both of us had a very very long heart to heart talk. Gald that she spoke to me about something regarding what's happening to her nowadays.
Kept on snapping pictures and headed to the toilet as she kept on thinking that her hair was in a bad condition and she didn't looked good. C'mon my dear , you look PERFECTLY NORMAL.




Went to the toilet and had to wait for her for a very long time . Did some camwhore while waiting. HAHAHAHHA. Walked out of Cine and headed to Takashimaya , in the end , went back to Cine . Sat back at where we were at. Decided to leave Cine around 9plus and took a bus together back to my place. While we were walking to catch the bus , she shocked me with a huge news. Like HUGE. She should know what it was. HAHAHAHAH
Slacked around Petal and went home shortly after that. Work tomorrow once again ):
No wait! It must be a smiley face as I'll be receiving hell loads of cash . HAHAHAHAHHAHA !
Gotta go now.



With loads of love!

Love is like a pair of chopsticks ........

Yea I know my bad for abandoning my blog out of a sudden! But seriously , I'm running out of ideas regarding what I should blog. I can't really blog what I really feel nor think as sometimes , people will feel offended or think that I'm referring to a certain person/race. Well we're not living in a freedom country like America. (Zzz). Oh well talking about America , I know it's pretty slow or 'LAG' for me to be posting anything regarding American Idol. But seriously , up to this date , I still think that Adam Lambert should be the American Idol. Like c'mon , his voice is definitely way much better than Kris Allen's as not only can he handle different type of pitch of the song ' No Boundaries ' , HE HAS A GREAT SENSE IN FASHION. & HE LOOK CLEAN AND GOOD.



I've no idea why Kris Allen's version of ' No Boundaries' is on the top 40 every time I hear on the radio while working. Like no offence , but I just can't seem to find that emotions and the ' I feel he's singing it right beside me ' kind of feeling unlike Adam Lambert. His songs are all filled with emotions . AND FUCK YOU GUYS IF YOU DISLIKE HIM JUST BECAUSE HE'S A GAY. SO WHAT?! FUCK YOU IF YOU DISLIKE HIS SONGS JUST BECAUSE HE'S GAY. Everyone has their own choice in who they want to love , so don't you fucking dare to judge him based on his personality. AT LEAST , HE CAN SING BETTER THAN YOU. And Adam has a clean look unlike Kris , while watching the both of them on the finales , I just feel that Kris can't seem to be bothered to even shave away his bead. It made him look old , it made him look dirty and it made him look like he's was just in the beginning of the audition.



Unlike Adam , he totally can kick off any type of look , from the one where he combed all his hair up and looked like Elvis Presley to the one when he was performing with the band , Kiss with his crazy rocker outfit which really caught people's attention. And his long black jacket during his first song , ' Mad World' . OMGOMGOMG, He's just freaking good la. I've no idea why he didn't won the title. I heard rumours ..... Regarding the reasons why Adam didn't won the title. Some said that it was because in America , since majority of the people are Christian , and it's against Christianity to be gay or lesbian therefore , people didn't wanted to vote for Adam since he was a gay. Some said that Adam lost the title because he came from a smaller town in America compared to Kris Allen . Well , maybe that was what really happened . It happened before . The previous season , David Archuleta came from a small town too.



So now , let's compare shall we?
Both Adam and David Archuleta came from a small town in America while David Cook and Kris Allen came from a bigger town in America. David Archuleta and Adam have clean cute white face while both Kris and David Cook have unshaven bead making them to look dirty and old.
I STILL DON'T GET IT !!!!!!!!!!!
Someone , explain to me why didn't David Archuleta nor Adam Lambert won the title?
WHY WHY WHY ?
-chants why a zillion times in my head-




I better stop talking about it now before I really go crazy. Didn't head to work today as it was my off day so I slept till the sun started burning my butt. HAHAH just kidding . It's impossible for the sun to burn my butt while I'm sleeping as I've always have the curtains drawn. Teeeheee.
Got up pretty early though despite the effort of forcing myself back to sleep. Ended up watching television to Cold Case on MioTv to DVDs. Then what else did I do? Well , I changed my nail colours once again. I'm like crazy about how my nail looks now ever since I've started working at my Godma's place.



Working there allows you to see different type of people , different type of personalities they have. And the funny part is that you get to see their ugly unglam toes! HAHAHAHAHAH. My colleagues and I would always gossip in the Staff room about how ugly and dirty the customer's toes are. As you can know if the person is a clean or dirty person just by looking at their toes condition. OMG! - just realised a pimple popping out - I need to do a facial pretty soon. Perhaps after the holidays? I shall book an appointment at the place I'm working at. Still trying to figure out which facial I should do and whether my membership has enough value for it.
That reminds me to check it out tomorrow while working.
Alrighty , I've gotta pack for tomorrow now.



With loads of love , Xoxoxox.

I wished you were right here with me.....



Finally I was on time today for work. -inserts verhhhhhh wide smile- tehheeee. Work wasn't rather tiring compared to other days. Changed my nail colour once again. I'm having hot pink toe nails and half black - half yellow nails. OMGOMGOMGOMG. HEARTS2THEMAXI.
I've not been so adventurous before. Never tired using yellow as a nail colour. Took up the bottle and I did it with my mind thinking if I did made the wrong decision to choose that colour. Well , I guess it turned out better than expected. Love it love it love it. No , I'm crazy over it.
Hell yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.



During work , made plans with a long lost friend of mine! Damn cool I'm telling you . After so long finally got a chance to see her. Wanna know who she is ? HAHAHAH Not gonna tell you :P . It's for me to know and you to find out. Hell ya , I love making people curious. Okay whatever , I'm just typing blankly ! Lololololo. She's freaking direction idiot man. But cute okay? Don't be sad ! HAHAHAHHA. She'll kill me if she sees this! Didn't managed to snap a picture with her due to her rush of time. She was rushing to go and meet up with her family for supper. Awwwww ):
Don't friend you already ! ( hahhaa , sounds so childish ) . Ohwell going out with her will make you to be immatured !



And why did I called her a direction idiot? That's because I told her to meet at OG entrance and she didn't know where it was but knew where Centrepoint was when Og was just beside it ._. Sweetie ah sweetieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
ANDANDAND , She grew freaking tall man! She kept on whining regarding her being a big sized person. Lol. We walked from Centrepoint to Takashimaya to Far East . Kept making fun of her hair , looking like (MJJ) , Sweetie , you know what that means don't ya'? Hahahahahha.
After lingering around town area and making fun of each other , we decided to head back.
Something unpleasant happened . A phone call that nearly broke me down. Thankfully I felt much better.



Walked to the train station and trained back . Home sweet home of course. I looked to weird today. I was like wearing my long grey sleeves with shorts ._. W-E-R-I-D. Okay , shut up Joanne. Enough of whining. HAHHAHAHAH. Got home and I was lucky enough that Mommy was home already as I didn't bring my keys out today . What's my plan tomorrow? First thing first , WORK OF COURSE!



Goodnight and peace out (V)

Back to the good ol' days.....



Was supposed to got up around 11 am in the morning to get ready and prepare. However , I couldn't got up only until like 12? I'm seriously starting to wonder if it's due to my work. Like I've been working every single day. And I have to get up early in the morning to dress up. My work requires me to like put on some makeup to look fresh. Sighs , I'm at a loss. To round that up , I just realised that I've lost like 1kg despite me , staffing myself with like food everyday. My mood as been swing like non stop. For one moment , I can be like over the moon and cheerful , another moment , I can be like very lost of words and quiet.





Anyway , Uncle Clarence came to pick Mommy and me up to head for the lunch. Was pretty weird as once again , I met many other cousins of mine. Like so FREAKING WEIRD PLEASE. Even if I bumped into them on the streets , I guess I won't even be able to recognise them! That's the problem with a very very big family. Moreover , some of them ain't social able they won't even turn up on family occasions! Like Christmas or Chinese New Year!



Had lunch , saw the tea ceremony taking place . In short , the wedding was kind of grand. Didn't managed to take much pictures today as there were many photographers blocking my view and made me pissed off. Added on , one of my aunt threw her temper on me for no reason. Like she proclaim that I was rude to her when I asked her to move slightly to the right politely. Weirddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. And yes , it screwed up my day and mood.



Headed home shortly after that. Both Mommy and myself were feeling so tired that we had a catnap. Got up only at like 7pm to catch the ' Night at the Museum' I watched it in the cinema before by I think it's pretty cool . Love the Xtre. Cool 'dog' to have! But if I have one at home , Mommy will sure to screw me up. HAHAHHAHAHAH. Sat here for like 2 hours to sort of the photos and deleted to blurry ones. Finally done with the wedding photos. More photos to be uploaded once I get them.



Goodnight people , sweetest dreams . I need to head to sleep now before I get late for work tomorrow once again! Follow me on TWIITER!

Oh! Hold right on there!
Selling this top for $15 (prices negotiable)
Never wore it before. In very good conditions 10/10
Selling it because I have to many clothes and have no idea where I'm gonna ever wear this.
So yup , contact me if you're interested @ jjollypills-x@hotmail.com!
With love ,

It'll all get better in time....
(Day1 of Cousin's wedding / dinner)



Got up early in the morning to head for work. Wanted to be early but ended but getting to work late. Like 45minutes late I guess? Godma didn't say anything , a very nice lady. Must get up on time tomorrow! But I still have so many things to do ): I still have to pack my room once again cause Mommy re-arranged my bed once again. Like she thought it was better that way. But to me? Nah , I prefer my previous bed arrangement. However since Mommy wanted it that work , so oh well. On my way there , had to take Mrt once again. People kept staring at me as it was early in the morning and I was all dressed up as I didn't wanted to rush home to change for my cousin's dinner. So yea , imagine , a girl walking around with heels and dinner wear with a purse wearing sunglasses in the morning taking a train. That was what I wore.


(that's my cousin there with two superb cute girls)

Sister came to pop by in the afternoon. Talked to me regarding the arrangement on how she's gonna pick me up followed by my Mom. Mommy was feeling better today. Despite how much effort both my sister and I made to persuade her to stay at home and rest , she insisted that she wanted to go for the dinner. To be honest , this is my very 1st wedding dinner that I attended in my teen years. Previous wedding dinners were like when I was little , say around 10 years old?
It was great to see one of my cousin's wedding. Marrying someone that she really love. Best wishes to the newlyweds. (:




Was introduced to many people which were my grand aunties/granduncles/very old cousins. Like I didn't even know them and that was my very 1st time meeting them. This is what I like most about weddings. You get to know your family even better. I've got to say that my family tree is really very very massive. There was a belly dancer as an entertainment. I swear , both my sister and myself were grossed out that we didn't ate much. No offence though. Uncle William kept laughing and teasing regarding the belly dancer and guess what? He was called up to stage to perform with the belly dancer. Now , EVERYONE STARTED LAUGHING THEIR ASSES OFF. I've to give it up to him , he really knows how to shake his ass. HAHAHHAHA




As you can see from the above pictures , it was pretty funny how he got up there. Well like what he said , 'Only for my niece' . A pity that my cousin was busy changing to her 2nd outfit while this were occurring. This uncle of mine is like forever making people laugh. He's very cool I'm telling ya' hahhahahah.



(from left to right)
Auntie Rose , Mommy , Kimkim (I called her that due to the Peranakan tradition), Uncle William.
Didn't managed to snap a picture with my sister. Oh wait , we did . Maybe it's with my sister as both my camera and my sister's were the same. Shall wait for her to send me then ! HAHHAHAH



The bride and groom made their entrance with the 1st outfit. Pretty hur? I love the grown. In total , my cousin had 2 grown for the dinner. Heard that there will be 3 outfits tomorrow. Which is the Chinese traditional red grown for the tea ceremony , Malay traditional outfit and the Indian inspirated outfit. My cousin is mixed too that's why. My family blood is like multi racial.
Really love her Western white grown. So P-R-E-T-T-Y.




After the dinner , went home as my sister wanted to use the washroom at my place and wanted to heard out with her friends. Mommy was like teasing her saying that she's a naughty girl as instead of going home to sleep ,she still wanted to go out with her friends to party. Hahahhahah.
No wonder my Mommy is controlling me . Oh well , got home and realised that I had bloodshot eyes. Contact lens were irritating me the whole day. Alright , gotta head to sleep now. Have to get up early tomorrow for the wedding lunch!



You make me sad , you make me happy. You filled up my life with colours , you left my life in dull. You cheer me up , you make me upset.
xxoxox , Ireallymissyou.

This room is so cold and filled with pain ....

If you guys think that I'm going to fill this whole post about how I got dressed , my journey to work , what I ate for lunch . Well , think again. Of course I'll be blogging about what I did today. But wait till you see what I have for you . So keep reading on.
Got up and found myself miserably late for work. Had my shower and rushed down to catch the bus. Guess what ? Although I'm a Singaporean , I still have to say this. Singaporeans are a turn off in the Mrt(s). Why? Here are the following reasons why.
Firstly , people will just keep squeezing their way through and even if they knock onto you , they won't even bother to apologised. Best part ? Some of them even stare back at you trying to make a statement that 'YOU'RE IN THE WRONG , NOT MINE'



Secondly , ever since there as been reports of the Swine flu cases in Singapore , people just cough their lungs out or sneeze right in front of your face without even covering their mouths. Like hello? Didn't the government said on national television that you should do such acts to prevent the flu from spreading? Pissed off.
Thirdly , even though you're reading a magazine/book while standing and holding on to a pole , and there ain't any space left for anyone to hold on to the pole for support , some bloody people that have BO(s) and on top of that , sweaty armpits that have sweat prints on their t-shirts just come by and place their armpits near your face in order to squeeze for a imaginary space on the pole. (!!!!!!!!!) Disgusting+annoying+irritating+idiots+morons+(whatever you can think of) x 12313211564654 2themax !
(Note: I'm not against anyone that as BO or what so ever . I'm just blogging what I've seen. Based on my own experience.)




And lastly , the best of the best. While twittering with my phone , this person (male) standing beside me , kept on staring and whatever I was typing. Like hello I know it's a public transport , but I'm typing on my phone and it deserves some privacy. Gosh , like so busybody. And if you wanna say things like 'how you know that he's looking at what you're typing?' well , I thought he didn't , in the end , as I was wearing my shades , my eyes were not so visible and I saw the reflection on the mrt windows! Annoying freaks.



On top of that? Thinking that's the end? Wait till you here this . Enough of Mrt(s) , now to something regarding individuals. While at work , there was this customer that came in , she looked perfectly normal and sweet. But I guess , you really shouldn't judge a book by it's cover! Soon after one of my colleagues had done the pedicure for her and allowed her to let it dry , she started being rude to us. Examples? Well , instead of saying 'Excuse me , do you mind taking out my mobile for me?' She made that 'CHEZ' sound as though she was calling a servant. Not only that , she kept on making loud noises like way over exaggrating whenever her foot touches something as though her nails were not dry when it has been already dried for like 30minutes.
Really couldn't stand her. Gosh.



Enough of everything , now the only thing up my head right now is .... WHAT SHOULD I WEAR TOMORROW FOR MY COUSIN'S WEDDING? I would look damn weird wearing it to work la.
Gtgn, follow me on Twitter @ www.twitter.com/Stainedredlips (: I update it even faster than my blog!
Peace Out!

Confessions of a soul .......



Got up on my own today. Like finally I got up all by myself without my mommy's help. Slept with her last night to takecare of her. Suddenly , I missed sleeping with my mommy. I still remember when I was a little girl , whenever I slept next to my mom , I would put my hands under her pillow to gain warmth. And my mom would get take my hands and cuddle me to sleep as she knows that I was feeling cold. Those memories are sweet. Anyway , went down to buy something before heading to catch a bus to the Mrt. Saw Peiwen in the morning in fact . Hahahh her job is like 10times easier than mine! Just sitting and doing nothing at her uncle's shop.
Unfairrrrrrrrrrrrrr ):




In short , the hours pass very fast today. And I met a couple of nasty/weird customers today. One case was that the customer wanted to make an appointment and kept insisting that she had another 3 more free pedicure services when the card that we had in our shop stated only 2 more pedicure services. In the end? I got so pissed off that I told her to hold on and pass the phone to my Godma after wasting our breath for about 10 minutes , she realised that it was her fault and shut up. Pfffffffffffffff.
Rushed home to look after Mommy once again.
Gotta go now , work tomorrow once again. Hopefully I would have the energy to blog tomorrow.
Xoxoxo,

It takes two hands to clap .....

Was supposed to attend for my Cheena oral exams today , in the end ? What do you think happened? Did you think that I skipped it on purpose? Or I went to work ? Well I didn't attend it was mainly because I overslept despite the countless number of times my alarm had rung.
So I got up at 11AM knowing that it was impossible to make it to school for my oral , I went back to sleep and setting my alarm at Noon to wake up and head to work. In the end , BLOODY CB , I overslept once again and wanted to rush down to work. Thankfully , Godma's was kind enough to let me have my off day since I've not taken any since the day I started working. So damn bloody heng(lucky) man.




Since I had my off day , wanted to sleep as much as I could and take my own sweet time to clean up my house. To my horror , Mommy called me saying that she was on her way to see a doctor as she had some headaches and thanks to the SWINE FLU , she got all worked up and rushed her way down to the clinic. In the end , the doc just said that Mommy had a slight common flu and headaches. So I became a good daughter for the day and guess what I had to do for my mommy? For the very 1st time in my entire life , my mommy did nothing and just sat on her bed while I cooked porridge for her to eat. She still complained that it wasn't nice cause I didn't add in her favourite bitter gourd(it suck to the core) .



Tomorrow is yet another work day. Okay I have to go and check on my Mommy once again. She's just like a queen now . Well guess that's what I've odd to do since she's not feeling well now. Hopefully she as a speedy recover cause my cousin's wedding is like ..... FREAKING THIS SATURDAY! And I've yet to decide on what to wear to the wedding.
DOOMED.