Roses as guns bullets

I want to get to know you ......



Just got back home from work. To be honest , even though it's only the second day of work , I'm already starting to feel super duper tired. Imagine , without fail , everyday I would have a pair of red blood shot eyes that looks like zombies. During work today , my head started to ache for no reason and for a moment , I thought I was going to be dead. Got up late today and panicked. In the end , reach my workplace earlier than expected. Kept on doing hell loads of things including checking the data records of the customer and damn I hate that part the most. Have to glue my eyeballs to the computer screen and have to keep on staring damn hard to see the handwritting.
Can die man I'm telling you. ._.




I can't believe it that I'm allowing myself to watch HighSchoolMusical on Channel5 . Well basically I'm not a hardcore fan of it. Just that I pefer the 1st HighSchoolMusical compared to the 2nd one. News reported that there was an increase of underage teenagers caught smoking and selling it. Like ...... selling? weird.
Mommy is like out once again leaving me at home. Work tomorrow once again , Monday please arrive soon. I really need to take a break and rest. I've been thinking so much recently. I need some air.......
Gotta go now , heading down to meet someone for dinner.
Bye!

Your voice is the soundtrack of my summer.......



Left house and was late . The guys had to wait for me at the bus stop. Sorry guys. Took a bus down to Katong. Had a puff and went in to Teoheng for our singing session. Surpisingly , it was cleaner than what I expected. I've no idea why , but I've always had a bad impression regarding the hygience standards at Teoheng. Well , everything changed ever since today after I stepped foot into the room. Not only is it pretty clean , it's pretty cheap too! We sang for like 3-4 hours and with a room that could hold up the 11 of us for a price of like 20+? Real cheap . Justin's treat. Thanks once again. Have a safe trip. Take care of yourself too!



Luke came down to find me and we went off to have my lunch while the rest went to play pool and L4D. Had a pretty full lunch. Went over to a lan shop with Luke to meet his friends as they wanted to play L4D . And guess what , after having so many curiousity about L4D and overcoming the phobia of zombies ( ever since 'I am Legend' ) Luke managed to get me to play my very first L4D game with him. Thanks for being patient enough to play with me (V) hahhaha. I know you're giggling like a girl to yourself now if you happen to read this sentence.



After L4D , went over to the bus stop to wait for our bus. In the meanwhile , I told him that I the people around me look like zombies and I keep on looking up in the sky thinking that I'm still in the game looking out for the hunter. Laughoutloud. Luke was like 'it's perfectly normal' . Took a bus back to BedokInter and went back home.
I know my eyes are like red in the pictures , well I took it as soon as I got back home!
I still can't decide what I should wear on my cousin's wedding. Damnit.



Gotta go now , with loads of love. And please takecare cause Singapore's very 1st H1N1 case have been discovered.

All you do it take .....



Just look at the time now! It's freaking 9.30Am and I'm already starting to sit here and start blogging. I'm getting back my blogging bug. Hopefully I won't let it go loose once again. Just realised something! I lost my Nuffnang password and now I have to log in to my old msn account in hope to get my password. Ohyea! I received my Moolala like 2 weeks ago ? Hahahah !
Monehhhh babyyyy , come to mama. Okay I sound desperate. Wait , I am going nuts because of the way I'm spending my money. Shall work hard this holiday and earn a hell load of money! Harhar.



Eportal suck . Like I've no idea what to do now after completing English and Mathematics. The only thing up is Science. I've even completed CombineHumanities already! But no literature stuff here though . Getting me all tense up. Did I miss out anything? I seriously hope not. Someone gave school a miss and is currently sleeping on my living room's couch while I'm doing my stuff. Hopefully that someone won't get a neck cramp when that someone gets up. -Grins*-
Everybody is planning to meet at 1 later on which I think it's impossible. Like the whole Eportal thingy finishes at 1.30Pm. I'm clueless on what to do now. Screweddddddddddddd.



I still need to clean my house and my room a little before heading out. Before that , I still want to clear my closet if possible. Oh welllllllll. I've no idea what I'm typing right now. My hands just keeps on hitting the keyboard and words starts to appear in front of me. I think I'm turning mad. Just realised that after so long , I've finally took the effort to even bother to clear my computer files. I need to relocated my song files once again. O-M-G 900+ songs , I'm so dead . Like seriously.



(Reminds myself why I point a middle finger)
It was pointed to Andy as he kept saying that he will snap a picture of me with my 'bucktooth' then I dared him thinking that he won't do it , in the end he did and I was fast enough to point a middle finger at him. HAH. Serve him right for snapping a picture of me.
At this point of time , I miss my school canteen's food. Where I would cut queue before purchasing my food and take my own sweet time to munch on my food. I can't do that for the next 1 month.



Talking about it , it just hit me that the days are really passing by very fast. 1st , it was the beginnnig of the year where I was still in the holiday mood , then it came to the time whereby I was starting to feel tense about my education. Next was the period where I kept going down to Mac to mug for my studies , followed by my results and now the holidays. I can't believe it. In less than a few days , it will be in the month of June. Which also means that my birthday is in 5more months! Kick ass! Shall end my post with my cute bucktooth. HAHAHAHAH! -selfslap-



Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

When they knock you down , just get back up ......




It's finally the last day of school. I've waited for this moment of glory and freedom to come for a very long time. -inserts angels singing melody- Skipped the last lesson of school today along with Andy and some other classmates. We pretended to be 'Sec4' students in order to leave the school gate. Oh yea! I have to return back to school for a dental appointment. Like bloody idiot. Brainless people , can't they like do it when school reopens? Annoying.
(Oh yea , in case you're wondering why did I posted that picture with blood coming out from my leg , that's because for no reason , I bleed that much on that day!)
And the love calculator thingy? my classmates were bored to that extend! Teasing one of our classmate. HAHAHHAHA.



Talking about dental appointment , I have all along have a phobia of going to a dentist. Like seriously , who loves seeing a dentist? The smell of the rubbery gloves and the sight of the tools the dentist use are so freaking scary. It freaks me out whenever I enter the dental room. Whenever I inhale the smell of the rubbery gloves , it sends chill down my spine makig me to have goosebumps. Gosh. 23 June 23 June 23 June -keeps chanting the date of my appointment in my head- 11.10 AM totally screwed. Just hope that the timing does not clash with my working hours. ): I wouldn't want to skip a day of my work just to pay a visit to the dentist.



After waiting for like forever for the rest to come to the usual place where we would take a puff after school , they finish arrived and some decided to head back to school , some decided to go home while others (me , andy , Xw , etc) decided to head for a basketball match. In the end , due to the bloody fucking hot weather , I didn't get to play while the guys played with other people that were at the basketball court. I was instantly melting while waiting for them to end their game. In fact , I thought I would get a tan or something , in the end , NOTHING. No tan , nothing at all just mere white pale looking skin that has been with me for 15 years.



(Points at Dean's facial expression)
For no reason , my classmate and myself decided to snap pictures during English period. We started taking at different angles , different emotions , different facial expression and even different photographer. We all now know that Yonglong suck big time at taking photos for Andy and me . Okay , I can hear him saying 'weiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii' now. No hard feelings , Yl (: . Heard from Justin that we might be heading down to Teo Heng tomorrow to have a singing session. Hopefully everything would turn out fine. And damn it , I'm having cramps again ): ): ): .
I need some panadol pills man.



Guess what? You guys have school tomorrow. You guys will have to suffer wearing school uniform stuck in the school compound and rot to death while I can enjoy my aircon in my comfy home clothes in front of my computer screen tomorrow. HAHAHHAHA envy me baby! ( Just in case you're wondering why , that's because I'll be having Eportal tomorrow) So damn screwed Mathematics is the first subject to be up. I need to do so many things yet I have so little time!
I need to clean my room , tidy my study corner , write down my working schedule , pack my closet once again , clear my computer files and list out my holiday schedule which includes dates to head back to school for extra classes and oral examinations and dental appointment ):
I'm So Dead.



Yongxin is currently at my house right now! She's addicted to Boys over flowers too ! (psssshhh , she's even much more crazier over boys over flowers than I am ! She giggles to herself whenever she see her 'prince') Superb scary to sit beside her when she watch it!
Alrighty , I need to rush now gotta get prepared to meet Momo with Yongxin for dinner. Momo keeps on rushing me now by spamming my phone with her calls.



Once again , Happy holidays! Xxoxoxo.

If time could just rewind......

As I was on my way to school , I thought to myself. 2 hours before , I was still trying to get myself to bed. My brain was still trying to figure out if I should attend school all not. Recently , I've realised that I'm starting to shut myself from the world. I've no idea why. All of a sudden , last night , I missed my beloved deceased grandmother. I miss my nephews who are living in the States. I miss almost everything that I wouldn't miss during the busy days that I have to go by. I need a break. Attended school , hoping that it would be a fun day , in the end to my dissapointment , things were mundane. I shall blog more when I get home .....

I miss him too.

Boys over flowers <3>
day by day , hours by hours , one by one , pieces by pieces , soon everything will start to fall apart.

Sometimes loves just comes around .....



I just feel breathless. I'm totally speechless. What more can I say and do ? People around me keep thinking that that is the way things are. I wish to explain why I made such remarks , movement etc . But for a second , I thought to myself , does it really matter? Does it help much ? I'm really feeling very exhausted. Things happen for a reason. Some friends told me that I owe no one an explanation nor a living. I don't have to explain. I can't do anything but just let them do or think what they want to . I can't control their mind yet I wish that for a second they can understand me.

God, save us.

10May , Happy mothers' day.
Thanks Mommy for being there for me whenever I needed someone.
Thanks for being my bestfriend throughout the years.
Although I'm driving you nuts all the time , yelling and screaming our lungs out every now and then , I still love you no matter what.
Thanks for everything. Thanks just won't be enough to describe how grateful I am to you.
I know that you're trying your very best to make things work between us , I hope you can see that I'm doing the same too.
In short, I love you Mommy.
Hope you enjoy the lunch we had with jiejie and the Tv we bought you.
Xxoxoxo.

Exams>home>mug>home. Same old routine these days.
In an blink of an eye , everything just changed. No longer how it used to be.
I love going to school recently. It's the exam period and I'm already in a holiday mood.
Simply can't wait for school to end. I need a job , like seriously.
Shall update when this whole exam thing is over.



Happy 29th monthsary.
but does it even matters to you?

Yes as you can see the pictures are overdued very overdued.
Like april if I'm not wrong?
Gosh , was looking through my files and show these pictures.
Realised that they have not been uploaded so here I am blogging once again.
English paper was a breeze yesterday. Got so damn worked up when my classmates said that we need to learn Bonding Singapore which is a chapter in SocialStudies.
Thankfully , it didn't turn up in the exam paper today as I didn't even bothered to read through it.
SocialStudies essay was a breeze however I realised that I had only 15minutes left for 2 SBQ(s). I was like holy crappppppppppppppppppppppppppppp.
So I rushed through it with a very very ugly handwritting . Hopefully the marker would be able to figure out what I had written.




Chinese made me damn mad and pissed off. Had no idea why , perharps was due to the hot weather . Screw it , maths and physics up next tomorrow.
Going to have tution for maths and mac? for physics I think.
Hopefully I won't need to depend on nicotin for my brain cells to work.
I FREAKING NEED TO CUT DOWN ON IT AFTER THE EXAMS (crossfingers*)
Gotta run after my books now.


TT,WLOL.(figure it out , yo)

Someone please save me from falling.........

I NEED TO BLOG . I NEED TO BLOG . I NEED TO BLOG X123354958789120 zillion times.
Seriously , someone inspire me to blog please.
All of a sudden , I've lost majority of my interest in blogging.
Why? I've no idea. Perharps it's due to the exams that are around the corner.
No wait , let me correct my sentence . Not around but .....
It's like freaking tomorrow la (6May) like wtf,tsk,gosh,holy crap.
I can't sleep and I've no idea why. I'm like physically tired but mentally alert.
Currently rushing through my art work like a mad woman.
My pet in pet society is like almost dead I think. (that's very random).
Once again , I need to blog.
(sticks a note to self in my brain).



Till then. Ciaos.

Hold on tight readers , I promise to have a post up by today. Hopefully.
Like finally , have another new blogskin .
Currently rushing through my art.
Peace out people. BRB (V)