School was a breeze today I guess.Nothing much really happened. Just that I've learn more things regarding Maths . This year , I've realised how important maths is. Compared to last year , if you know me well enough , you'll know that I won't give a damn to maths. However , since beginning of this year , I started telling myself to understand maths with all my heart and do step by step. I'm gald that I have found my way in understanding maths. Big thanks to teachers and peers for not giving up hope on me. For clearing my doubts about maths and for letting me understand maths even better.
Sorry for the lack of photos these days. I don't really have much mood to snap pictures nor edit them. I need to forcus more on my studies these days as even though how much I do miss him , I still need to carry on with my life. I need to stand strong and not let such matters to tear me apart. I can't break down just like that. I did that before , I can't let it happen for the second time. Once bitten , twice shy. After school , for like the uncountable number of days , it has became a routine now I guess , went down to Mac to mug with Black . Met Kim in the evening. Played cards after revising my work. Had many people helping me up with chinese homework. This shows that there are still angels around. Went home shortly after that for dinner . Note to self: Tution starts this saturday. / Get Naikhee & Andy presents. / Complete all my overdue homework.
Bye now readers.
(You left me laying down here. With my head so heavy , so full of questions. Questions that can only be answered by you. Why can't you give me a chance to answer all my questions that has been with me since the past few months?)
I had this thought in my head just a moment ago. What is Love?. People used to say that love is something you feel towards someone. I'm not talking about motherly love or fatherly love. (sp?) . I'm talking about this thing called love between two people , created by them. If love means to hurt someone so badly like as if they had to stab each other in the heart with a knife , then I rather know nothing about love. If love means to tear for each other , I rather know nothing about it. If ...... love means to make one party to feel sad , emotional all the time , I rather wish that it didn't exist at all. At times, when people are out of love , I wonder how do they feel.Yes , I do have to admit that there will be beautiful memories , on the other hand , there will be bad memories. Up to this day , I feel that all those bad memories are still clinging onto me and not letting me go. Now tell me , where have all those sweet memories gone to?
Many teachers didn't turn up today for lessons. Most of them were on medicial leave , well socialstudies suck to the max today as the new teacher came in , and I guess , my whole class didn't like her at all. She can't even control the class. Nor can she even instruct as with that tiny voice of hers. Seriously , someone do some justice and change this teacher of us. If my results were to drop because of her , I swear , I'll hate SocialStudies for the rest of my life. Was planning to have 'soup diet' with Deborah, however , mission failed as the school's canteen had my all-time favourite Hokkien Prawn Mee. Couldn't resist the temptation , sorry Debbie! Tomorrow alrights? Pinkypromise. I know you're reading this now and would think to yourself ' I hope Joanne will mean what she said' Yup , you have my words here.
After school , headed straight home from school. Heard some news from Kim. Came home and did some stuff , went down around evening to meet the rest as usual. Played basketball and the blister that was forming on my thumbtoe had blust. Yes , it hurts so bad now. Gosh , I feel so digusted by just merely looking at the blister. Dear toe , please heal asap. Heard from Audrey that my contact lens are arriving. My eyes are feeling so much better now after constant care that I've given it with all my attention. Met Gina at Mac as she was feeling down. Was damn shocked by how she react. It reminds me of how I used to be like when I was with M... ): , Kim, I need you now. OMG):. I've spoken my piece. And to those losers that have been tagging me with insults , stop pissing me off at this point of time before you get it from me. I'm not joking , read this : I'M FUCKING PISSED OFF BY YOU AND EVEN THOUGH I'M PISSED , WHATEVER YOU'VE SAID , IT DOES NOT LEAVE ANY WOUNDS OR IMPACT IN MY LIFE. SO , FUCK YOU AND GO FUCK YOURSELF IF YOU ARE DAMN BORED WITH YOUR DAMN LIFE. BLOODY LITTLE FUCKERS.
(I missed those lyrics coming out from your mouth. I miss how you promised to play 'Lovestory' using a guitar to me. In short , I just miss every single bit of you. I can't seem to get over you , period. )
Sometimes , I do wonder to myself why am I not born a guy. Like how the song lyrics go , 'if i were a boy , i think i could understand , how it feels to be a girl , i swear i'll be a better man.' Yes , I swear I'll be a better man if I were a boy. At least I won't go through so much heartache like how girls go through. At least , I'll be a sweet boyfriend. At least , I'll avoid breaking my girlfriend's heart into millions of pieces. I won't go flirting with other girls if I were a boy. I'll try my very best to give whatever my girlfriend wants if I were a boy. And I would be there when she needs me if I were a boy.
Mood as not been very nice to me nowadays, ever since the day that I've last saw him. I'm faking a smile every now and then. I feel so awful inside. I feel so awkward seeing him again. I just feel so restless inside. So moodless , so speechless. Words just ain't able to discribe how much I miss him. Nothing seem to help to make me feel better. I thought I would be stronger the next time round when I see him. I guess , that's just what I thought. I couldn't even bring myself to look at him in the eye. I promised him once that if he ever leaves me , I would wait for him or , until a guy like him come by. A promise made , till now , after 5months , the promise as not been broken yet. But do you even remember? I'm prett y sure that you don't even give a fuck about it.
I've nothing much to say today, in short , I went down to Mac. Saw Naikhee , Black , Qunrong , Jordon and Francis along with Shane and Kim at Mac. Mugged with Kim and Black. Headed to Petal and played basketball in hope to grow taller. Naikhee kept making fun of me with 'wings' as I bought some pads for personal usage. Shit hole , you're a guy and you won't understand how it feels to have that day of the month. After playing a few rounds , went over to Mac to have our dinner. Went to find Jaslene and another Kim at Petal , talked to them and they know my secret. Jaslene became my hubby today. Thanks hubby for talking to me and advising me . And big thanks for sending me home safely. With Love , Goodnight people.
(I feel like my heart as been broken into pieces and smashed onto the ground , torn apart by you. I feel so sucky inside , as if something kept making me feel breathless. Do you even feel the same? Everything was caused because we met each other.)
Went down around evening to find Kim after her EarthHour. I was feeling very emotional. The past that is still haunting me is now officially here to stay. I guess , even misery is here to stay. Met Andylilbrother and his schoolmate, Nehemiah at KFC while waiting for Kim to arrive. Met her and we went to had our chickenchop. In the meanwhile , she told me what happened and why she was feeling racist. In a way or so , she cheered me up. Called up Andy after our dinner. Walked over to find him and his friends. Went to petal to seat down , Kim was like the joke of the day. She kept saying things that are racist. Damn funny.
Oh , regarding the above photo , I posted it as there's a reason. The guy's name is Jordon and he swallowed his tongue stud. Why? Cause we found those lng bamboo stick and I was playing with it . I pretended to have a canning session with him. Then , as I got bored of it , I walked away , and the stick , sort of swung behind and hit him on his head. Yea , he felt pain and lay down on the ground , then , there came Danny and jump on top of Jordon resulting him to swallow down his stud. Yup , this happened a few days back, and he kept on whining saying ' Wahlau , lend me tongue stud leh , I don't want it to close.' Damn funny that I kept on laughing till my tummy hurt. Don't worry , he's still fine and kicking around.
After talking for around , Kim wanted to take her leave. So leaving Andy , Nehemiah and myself at Petal. Went to the Bbq pit as Kaiyang's godsister was having a birthday celebration. Had some fun over there. Played cards , drank , got high and cried. Couldn't stop myself from tearing any longer that I just cried in front of Lilbrother. Thank you brother for lending me your shoudler to cry on. I really didn't expect him to just pop out of nowhere that day. I'm trying my very best to control my emotions and not letting it to run wild.
Went home shortly after that , talked to Kim for a moment . I poured out everything that I've been keeping inside to her. For once, I'm feeling better . Big thanks to Andy and Kim. Thank you sweethearts for been there for me when I needed you guys.
You used to be someone that I would pray to meet every single day. You used to be someone that got me back into love. Things didn't turn out the way it was supposed to be. Do you know how deep you have hurt me? Did you even stop and think for a moment how much wounds you have gave me? Everytime I walked pass anywhere I've been with you , it reminds ad plays in my head what we did. You're soul just lingers around me. I had so many questions to ask you , but that day when I saw you unexpectedly, the words just wouldn't come out of my mouth. It's like as if you took my breath away like how you did. I'm just so upset over you.
Games Day was not very exciting as expected. The best part is that my form teacher didn't turn up for the event. Very disapointed. I felt that my class could have done better. In short , everything didn't turn out the way it was supposed to be. Before dismissal , the teachers made us to sit under the sun when it was around 11.53AM. Can you believe how madness the heat is? Directly above your head. You could even feel the burning sensation. I swear , everyone was like whining about it. But the teachers just went on and on. After dismissal , went to take a bus down to Damai to find Kim. Saw the rest there , took a bus back home with Kim. Bathed and rush down to meet her. I overdo my makeup on that day , while waiting for Kim , I played around with my brush and eyeshadow. Kim said that I looked like someone had just punched me in the eye. Bus-ed down to Parkway. Naikhee and his friend had already reach the place.
Played pool for like a few hours. Just then , something struck me. I didn't expected it to hit me so soon. I saw him. Once again , after so many months. After all the tears that had dropped , after all the wounds that were about to heal , he just turns up infront of me. Within seconds , all the wounds that I took to heal for months , just tear apart just like this. Why did he have to turn up just as I'm about to recover? Why must he ignore me before and only spoke a few sentence just before I left the place. Gosh , why is all this happening to me? I told myself before that my life would be fine without you. I told myself not to miss you . I told myself not to even think of you. But everytime when I stop thinking of you , your face would pop up infront of me or on friendster. What are you trying to do with me? Break me down into pieces? When I tried to contact you as a friend , you totally don't give a fuck to me. And today? Your first look at me was 'omg , is that you, Joanne?' you stared at me for a few seconds , I couldn't look into you any longer , I looked down , you played pool with Kim. I couldn't watch you any longer , I went out to drag the time. I really miss you so much but , do you even bother at all?
I need to pull myself together. Nothing much happened after pool. Kim , cheerup . Your father loves you no matter what. I need to chill now people. Bye.
I would say that today was the best day compared to the other days. Why? The reason is simple. Cause the periods were shorter. Had tongue twister during assembly period. Although I didn't win anything, but at least I did had fun. Bloody ' tooter tutor two tooder to play the flute....'. I had the hardest among all):. Well looking at the brighter side of life , tomorrow is GamesDay. Like finally it has arrived. I do hope I'll be able to make it tomorrow morning. I don't want to let history to repeat itself like what I did last year. Promised Irene and Jolene to attend Games Days as I was supposed to run in the inter-class rally with the form teacher that I hate to the core. Therefore , I had this childish thinking to have my sweet revenge by 'not turning up' hhahahah. Bastard way of thinking , I know . However , this year ain't the same as last year , cause my current form teacher is cute and fun size. So in short , I do like her as my formteacher in EastView.
However , MrsNg didn't attend school today. Which result to our class lagging behind time for learning mathematics. The other classes are like so far ahead of us. But look at our class? Believe it or not , we're still struck at chapter 2. Yes , 2 after 3 months of 2009 have passed. I do hope that my tution will help alot in my studies. Yup , after like 5years? I've decided to have myself taught by a tutor one to one. Basically , I don't like someone to tutor me one to one as I'll feel awkward. I've no idea why I think so. Maybe that's how I am by nature. I'm telling you guys another secret of me .......... Ready? Don't you dare to laugh your ass out (if not , I'll eat you up) . Here it goes ....... When I was like let's say at the age of 11? I had this thought that was stuck in my head that tutors are mean . When parents are not watching , they'll like take their pen at hit you at your fingers. Which is like damn painful. And worst still , I had this thought that if you do your work wrongly , since they're the only one with you , they'll like punish you with endless homework & their face will turn into a green ugly/fierce looking monster that threatens to kill . So yea , I know it's like damn weird to have such thinking. But yea ....
(ok, I know you're laughing now. Damn , I'll ask my alien friends to eat you up in your dreams as I need to sleep to have my energy tomorrow.)
Ok back to the point and stop laughing will you? /: Heard that my sweetboy will be running tomorrow. 'Woooooo' Hahahahahha. I'm like nervous/excited/scared/impatient about tomorrow. I can't wait for tomorrow, yet I am nervous that I won't do a good job , yet I'm scare that I'll trip and fall halfway through and make a fool of myself yet I'm excited about tomorrow. Gosh , somebody help me. I need to chill myself down , I get freak out easily. omgomgomg. -breathe in , breathe out , chill Joanne- Had a discussion with Amirah on Msn just a moment ago about the performance that we are putting up for the school in August. Yea I know it's pretty long to even think about it. But I was proven wrong as I show the video about it, and the dance moves are fucking nice , yet ain't not easy to like have 8 people to dance at the same timing. Ok , I do hope that everything ill go smoothly as planned . Hopefully no trouble-makers will kick up some issues and drag the whole damn thing. My hands are tired from typing like hundreds of letters and my ears are tired of hearing the 'tap' sound made by the keyboard, my legs are getting numb cause my ass as been sitting here since I've started blogging which is like around 30minutes already? And , my eyelids are threatening to shut any moment.
Oh before I forget , to those people that purchase contact lens from this shop located at the Tampines Interchange called 'Blue Eyes' , I wonder if you guys did expierenced any eye infection after using their contact lens. Well , here's something to share with you guys . Contact lens are useful , and I used to buy my contact lens from 'Blue Eyes' which is beside the slice roasted pork / mei cheng xiang (?) (whatever the name is , I suck at chinese) . It used to be fine , however , recently , Deborah , Tze Sum , Jiaying and myself bought our contact lens from that shop. Guess what? the four of us are expierencing discomfort in the eyes. At first I thought that it was my eyes that was giving trouble , however after asking Deborah , Tze Sum and Jiaying , all 3 of them agreed that they are expierencing what I am expierencing. So ya , I went to check my eyes today and yup , the person told me that my left eye is infected. Thanks ah fucking contact lens. Fuck you man. Thankfully my eyes don't look red or sore. Just merely discomfort and for that , I was advise to stop wearing contact lens for 2 full weeks. NOW THAT'S THE FUCKING HELL PART .
(I'm at my turning point right now , should I be with that person or not? This choice of mine will affect my entire life. I'm at lost right now.)
Dragged myself up today. It was another school day. Good thing that tomorrow is Thursday. Games Day is held this coming Friday. Which means that the weekend is approaching. Plans for this week? Well , After Games Day on Friday , hopefully nothing goes wrong and I'll be meeting my dear Kimmykimkim to catch a movie. Why? She cancelled our appointment today! Broke my heart into a zillion pieces. Saturday? Most likely to mug at Mac and I have to get up early that day , cause Mommy bought new beds. HAHAHAH . Sunday? As usual , clean up my room/house or perharps just relax myself at home with a magazine and a cup of hot green tea. That reminds me of my nails. Did I told you that most of my fingernails broke and it's like so short now? Well , not only that , now , the same fate is happening to my toes . WTF man. I need to drink my milk and munch on cheese and get fat , I hope not.
Met Deborah in the morning like any other school day. Had to stay back for enrichment programme arranged by the school. I'm telling you , it sucks so badly. Like how to be rich , what's the differences between the rich and the poor. It's like rubbing salt on our wounds. Like trying to show the big differences between the rich and the poor. For the rich or those that are born with a silver spoon in their mouth , they have their income by assets. As for the poor? well like duh , their income by working non stop. Life is purely unfair ): . Didn't gamble in class today. Hahahahah. Now none of the guys want to gamble with me. As by merely plaing the hand game of 5,10,15,20 or even ZERO, I won like 5bucks? Craps , now none of them wants to play with me. After enrichment , played a few rounds with Deborah. She lost to me like 8bucks? I guess ladyluck is visiting me? I hope this last long. Oh yea , I wrote my name in the song request for the Games Day. So Deborah , Jolene , 308 and some other people , you better hear for your name . It's the third song . Remember the THIRD SONG. Cause I'm the third one on the list. Tehheeee. Yea I know , 'KIASU' .
My Sweetboy was so cute today. As he was sitting near a girl , Deborah asked him , ' how could you do this to Joanne?' then he was like 'huh?' Deborah replied , ' sit so near a girl' HAHAHAHAH. When sweetboy went back to his seat , he distanced himself! So damn motherfucking cute. Went to meet Shihui at Damai's bus stop. Saw Black and all at the mini mart there. Came to my place to change and went down to Mac to meet Black , Yanxin and Kim along with Naikhee. Went to have dinner with Shihui after that. Bought gellato and spoke with the owner. His durain gellato ice cream is power to the max. Don't believe? tag me and I'll give you his contact number , head down and give it a try for yourself ! Slacked around , saw some friends over at the basketball court. Talked and went home after that. I.NEED.TO.SLEEP.NOW.
Goodnight creatures. Signing off , with loads of love.
(I need to catch hold of my breath. I need to chill myself down. I can't afford to let my world come crashing down again. I can't let history to repeat itself. )
Met Deborah before heading to school. Had no idea why I was feeling so sleepy. I wonder how much in total have I slept. Followed up of spot check was done this morning during assembly period. A number of boys were caught. Tomorrow is a spot check on your shoes and socks. Yea I know that is how lame my school can get. At times , I really do wonder why school have to set up so many bloody rules. Bullshit kinds. I mean that I understand that a school needs to have rules. But I've no idea what's with the socks , shoes and even nails have anything got to do with it. All thanks to you school , I'm having ugly short nails now. Do you guys even know how long I took to grow it? I took months , and within seconds , it's gone , vanished just like this.
Pratically , slept throughtout the whole day as many teachers where not present. Relief teacher came and gave uslike some puzzle to do. As soon as I was done with it , when back to sleep and I swear the weather was pissing me off. It's was so like hot. I nearly melt. Before I realised , my battery was about to die on me. I was like panicking I swear. Didn't meet my HoneyKim today): . Heard that there were some issues at the minimart near their school. Hope that nothing much really happened to them.
After school , went home and my battery just died as soon as I reached home. Called my Momo with the house phone. She told me to meet her for dinner with my aunt and parkway again. Took my time to prepare myself. Was nearly late and I was like crossing my fingers hoping that I won't miss the bus and be late for nothing. Anyway , that didn't happened. I was early like ........ finally. I need to manage my time well the next time round when I meet Kim. I'm like forever late meeting people. Gosh , SocialStudiestest is tomorrow. I need to mug. Imma hungry ): Ok , I saw a delicious looking creature staring at me . Bye , I'M GOING TO HUNT IT DOWN FOR MY SUPPER.
You used to be the one that I dreamt each passing night. As time pass by , what happened to us? All of a sudden we're not how we used to be. We became strangers. Everything we had faded into the thin air. I'm pouring out the memories we had , reading them one by one . Chapter by chapter , page by page. I pray for you to turn your head back just for the last time. Before we say , goodbye.
So here came Monday. Heard of 'monday blues' ? Yup , that was what I felt today in school. On the other hand , being able to see my classmates really make my day. Deborah , sweetboy* , Jolene and the rest of the class , without knowing them in class , I guess school will be meaningless. Thanks Jolene for motivating me to study from secondary 1 till now. I am very gald to have a classmate like you. Thanks for tolerating my attitude and crazyness from time to time. You too , Deborah. I know that I can make you laugh like crazy . Teehheee , better say yes , if not I'll bite your head off tomorrow (fake!)
School ended pretty early today. Jiaying and Deborah came over my place after school. Jiaying left before us. While Deborah waited for me to get ready. Went downstairs to find Kim , Black , Danny and all. Slacked with Danny , Black , Kenneth and all. Played cards and didn't win at all ): Went home after that . Yup , dear readers please do be patient with me as I'm thinking of stuff to blog about that will interest you guys. I know it's pretty hard nowadays , do understand that I'm schooling ):. Ok , love you delicious creatures.
(Deborah commented that this picture of me look fierce. Well Deborah , it'll eat those people up that just view and run. )
It just hit me a moment ago that school holidays are over.....
It's like I can no longer sleep late and take my own sweet time to blog. Neither can I go out and come home any time I want. Nor do I need to crack my head to plan what to wear for the next following day as school days equals to school uniform full stop. No shorts , no tops , no dress , no printed tees. ANDANDAND! no coloured nails allowed ): Need I go further? Well one last thing , no studs allowed .
It's very contradicting . Whenever I'm in school , I do wish that holidays would arrive. However , when I'm having my holidays , I'll miss school life after a few days. In school , hours flies so fast that you don't even realised it. On the other hand , having holidays will mean you have more time to do your stuff. Somehow , after 3 days of holidays , starting feeling that the days were mundane. Gosh , I've totally no idea what the hell I'm talking about.
Just a piece of thing that was clinging in my mind that I wanted to share it with you guys. Well , no matter what , I still have to accept the fact that yes , tomorrow is a school day. That reminds me to cut my nails now. Damndamndamn. As usual , went down to Mac with Kim , Qunrong and co to revise our work. I've like completed most of my homeworks.
I can proud said that I did have a fruitful holiday this month. I've just engaged myself with a tutor. Yup , I need to brushen up on my maths and I'm keen on it. Thankfully , the tutor will be like coming to my place . Hell yea , I'm excited about it. Seriously , you guys are like so heartless. Whenever I don't update , you guys will be tagging me. However , whenever I update my blog regulary , you guys won't even bother. So I guess I should not update my blog. HAHAHAHAHHAHA. Toodles.
Yup , the 3 of us were webcaming with each other. Why can MSN like allow 3 or more people to webcam with each other ? ):
Winston taking a picture of my lips (:. (Story of VeronB2 and me. while webcaming.)
She was eating noodles and therefore , I gave that 'I'm hungry face'
Made me so hungry that I wanted to eat her up.
Instead , she took a handgun and shot me.
After shooting me , she realised that I was dead and cried over me.
We are the nerds.
(Her lady gaga's version of the twist sign !)
Ok , now back to blogging. What happened today? Well nothing much happened though. Just that yup , went down to mug with Kim and Shihui. Qunrong , Yanxin , Danny came around evening. Taught Yanxin science. hahahhahah. After that , went home and Mommy was still enjoying herself at the Kurma(sp?)'s show. Yup , she even took a ride on the ferriswheel as I gave her my voucher. Ok , I've gotta go now. (START TAGGING WILL YOU?!?!)
I'M HUNGRY AND I'M SO GONNA START TO EAT YOU CREATURES UP. XXOXOXO.
Well well well , here came friday. Kept felling back to sleep despite the number of times I tried to force myself to get awake. However , got woken up by the thunder. Yea , I have a weak heart. Had a shower and prayed that it would not rain till I reach the CC. So thankfully it really didn't rain. Met Kim and the rest.
They had a match against some other group. Fights nearly occured. I find it kind of ridiculous to like start a fight over basketball. After the match , met Lilbrother for lunch nearby our house. Headed to mac and kept mocking at stupid things. Kept on laughing till my tummy hurt. Shihui and myself were really laughing our ass off . HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA .
Somebody burned his friend's armpit hair who did nothing but ate his burger. Now picture that and tell me if you would mock at it or not? Well , I'm like giggling still as I'm picturing this whole situation again. I pity the person whose hair got burn off for no particular reason. Now he have like uneven armpit hair ? Ok , I sound sick.
Ok let's take a break from my post and see what Winston bro and me created. (: (Note: This conversation was taken on Saturday.)
He wanting to see my septum like 'ehhhhh....'
the both of us talking on the phone and webcaming.
' oh , I'm shy . hahhahahaha '
Winston : eh take nice one leh . Me : Ok lah , -smile-
Felt hungry so went to look for food and saw this! (honey lemon fried fish) Trying to make Winston to feel hungry (: .
Winston : 'Wahlua , I want eat leh.' Me : Ok la , come feed you . ahahahah.
I know I look dumb holding two phones to talk. And yup , I was really using two phones at one go.
Went to play basketball again at petal. They had some dares against each other. Laughed till my tummy ached again. Blackaiai versus Shihui and me in badminton. Damn it , he won . Went home after that. Oh , which skin/layout do you guys prefer? the previous one or now? And I can track down those ppl that view and run ! MUHAHAHAHA Don't make me name you guys out! (I'm serious about doing that.)
Kim came over to fix my webcam. However the fucking webcam couldn't worked again. I swear I'm like so pissed off by it x112315649842. Had my shower while Kim started editing the things we took. She kept whining at me for like taking my own sweet time when I did not. Rarrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Rushed down to catch a bus to ParkwayParade as JingSheng had already arrived. Had lunch and I regretted eating at that hawkercenter. The food that I had simply sucked big time. Like , it tasted awful. I've got no idea but I'm recently very into 'slice fish soup with rice' Yup. And I'm like stuffing myself with food almost every hour. Damn , I'm like growing fat. Maybe my puberty stage is reacting again? Well I do hope so , cause I wanna grow taller ):
After lunch , plaed pool till around 4plus as Kim had to leave for her tution. Jingsheng was kind enough to accompany me to shop for my webcam. Went to Harvey Norman to check out the price , followed by BestDenki(sp?). Compared the webcam and decided to head back to Harvey Norman to purchase my webcam. Like wooooooooooo webcambaby , here comes Mama. (: -ok, whatever.- I love it like a zillion times more than the previous one. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
Wanted to get to the smoking area , however , kept forgetting where the space was located at. Sorry Jingsheng! kept making you walk in circles. Bought Sushi while walking. After taking a puff , wanted to get a rubberband as my hair was like in a big mess. Once again , kept on forgotting where the shops were located at. Gosh , my memory is failing.
Saw Audrey(love) while waiting for bus. It has been donkey(heehaw) years since I've last saw her! Took the same bus and headed down to Bedok Reservoir to fish. Went back around 7plus to meet Kim at mac. Headed to petal and played basketball. People over there must have thought that I was mad as I was wearing like highwaistshorts and a top while is like so not suitable for basketball? Went home after that , had my shower and stared blankly into the sky to talk to my alien friends. Teeehheee , we just had a discussion on how to start our invasion (:. BEWARE.
(webcamed with Winston Brother. more webcam pictures to come!)
(Pardon my 1st picture , face cramp) HHHAHAHA. It as been awhile that I've put on fake eyelashers , so decided to give it a try again. However , took it off within 30mintues. That a good thing to me , as finally , Mommy won't be nagging about my makeup. She thinks that the false eyelasher looks like spiders. Well, Mommy has great imagination (: Sorry , I had to use pictures from previous outing as I didn't managed to take picture today.
Was supposed to meet Danny to mug. Cancelled in last minute as I would say that the both of us was tired. So got up and prepared. Met Danny to top up my card , thanks Danny for your time! Took a bus to Parkway. Ohwait , I was damn pissed off by the bus drivers. Like I missed 2 buses in a roll cause they merely drove off just like that. I cursed it with all my heart . And guess what? It really did happened. On my way there , I pass the bus that drove off and it had a breakdown. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA , serve you right (:
(the pictures above was taken by Kim as she say I looked so emo) Went over to Parkway to meeet my Momo , my two aunties. It has been awhile since I've last saw my aunty. She just touched down from the States. According to her , hopefully this coming June , my 3 nephews will be able to come with her too. Damn I'm so waiting for that day to come. 3 nephews ? Can you believe it ? Ok , I sounds so old now ): Went home after that. Ok , pissed off by the webcam x12311541645138300563 . Meeting Kim tomorrow to play pool again . Yes , you heard me , POOL. Bye now.
And so here comes Tuesday , got up damn early in the morning. Called Danny several times just to get him up from bed. Search my whole entire bookshelf in order to find sec2's history textbook for him. In the end , he didn't freaking touched the book and went off to have his lion dance. So anyway , how did I spend my day today? As you can see the answer is obvious . I know it's hard to believe , but yup , I went down to Mac to mug with Kim again.
It's kind of surpising how Kim really do inspire me to mug hard. Yes , we do play hard too. Seeing her mugging so hard for her O's , really makes me think far. I wouldn't want to suffer 10 years down the road just because of my enjoyment now. I rather to suffer now and not let my love ones suffer. Yup, so from now on , if anyone wants to find a mugging partner , feel free to ask me out (: I'll bemore than willing to do so. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
Webcamed in mac after doing my online homework. Boy , I really did do hell load of homework this holiday. So not myself. Well , I hope that this strenght that I have will keep going till I finish my O's. Ok, I've gotta go now. (inserts loads of love and kisses)
Kim came over to my place to set up the webcam for me at the same time , to clear some stuff. The bloody webcam could work but couldn't like connect or something Damn , if anyone know how to deal with this , do tag me. Thanks. We kept on trying it was like my friends could hear what we said , but coudln't see our faces. Damn pissed off I swear ):
After that , went to Kim's place to wait for Danny. On the way to her place , Kim was turned off by some people. HHAHAHAH. I'm not supposed to say it here. Well, it was like damn funny. Danny came , and we took a bus down to Safra to play pool. All thanks to Kim , she's like so addicted to pool. Like almost every other day , she would like suddenly pop the question and go , 'eh Joanne , wanna go play pool tomorrow :D?' -inserts the very very huge smile-
Played pool while waiting for Ahblack & Qunrong. They took like forever to arrive. Snapped some pictures over there while taking a puff. Kim made my heart dropped. Why? She blindly crossed the damn road. Added on top of that , there was this car that drove very quickly. I tried to grab her as I thought she was beside me. I screamed as I couldn't grab hold of her and the car had turned in. Was damn frightening I swear.
Thankfully , nothing happened to her. Well , something did happened. Ahblack , Danny & myself had already tapped our card and went up the bus. After waiting for like a minute , the bus didn't move . Kim and Qunrong didn't came up looking for us. We realised that Kim had left her card at the pool area . So walked back together to get her card. Went home after that , thanks Danny for sending me home! Ohyeaaaaaaaaaaa, I'm like so curious about L4D. However , I'm so afraid of having nightmares ): Ohweelll, tag me in order not to break my heart!
So this was how my day went by , got up pretty late as usual . Was supposed to go out with Mommy but she said she tried to wake me up but I just couldn't. Well , Mommy I was so damn tired. Called Kim and yup , we went down to mug at Macdonalds again. Sorry Kim for like being late. Damn I need to be early whenever I meet people.
Got there around like 5 plus. Billy aiai , Qunrong and company came down to Mac. Before that , saw someone that pissed me off. this is to that someone that pissed me off yesterday ' -'- you asshole. ' Aiai treat me a McSpicy meal . Wooooohooooo. Thanks man (:
Aiai, Qunrong and company left to play basketball at petal. Basically , nothing exciting really happened. Just that after so long , I've finally had the courage to play basketball and not having a phobia towards it. Let you guys know a secret. Don't laugh at me ok ? After primary school days were over , I started developing a phobia towards basketball. As I'm so afraid of it bouncing and hitting my head/ear/eyes/face. +++ I hate sweaty boys and especially those that like to disturb me whenever they're done play basketball. So yup. Ok CRAPS, I know you (reading this sentence) is laughing your ass off right now! Wahhhluaaaaa): you just broke my heart. Don't tell you anymore secret already . TSKTSK.
Oh! Have you guys downloaded Msn 8.5? Well if you have not , YOU BETTER START DOWNLOADING IT. I swear it's damn good. No wait , superb duper uber damn good. Look at the conversations and you'll know what I mean (: You can like change your top picture, choose a colour of your conversation and anyone that clicks to chat with you , will see the colour you have choosen. Well , don't ask me why my conversation is not coloured , that's because I chose white (:
Thanks JIEYONG BFF! for making that skin for me on MSN. Tehhheeee we have like different msn background ++ different conversation music compared to others. You know what I mean :D HAHAHAH . Cross-fingers that no one would ahemahem* (you know what I mean, Bff (: )
Was feeling so excited with MSN. However , I do hope that they would recover the heartshape thingy soon. Ok , gotta go now. Once again , Thanks Bff (:
Was supposed to go to Hajilane for Sheesha yesterday. However , Huimei couldn't turn up and both Kim and I thought that it would be meaningless to go for sheesha when it's only the both of us. So we decided to head down to Bugis street to shop and have drinks there. It has been a long time since I've stepped foot into Bugis. The last time was last year when we had sheesha with lilbrother and all. And it's been quite awhile since I've taken a MRT. Guess what? there's a new MRT location . Instead of Boonlay , it'll be Joo Koon? like 2 stops after Boonlay. Wow , was quite shocked though .
Ok , maybe it was because I didn't read the news. Oh did I mention that Kim and myself was nearly caught byNEA? Cause we flicked our cigeratte buds after taking a puff. Well , thankfully they gave us a warning and we went to catch our train. Suprisingly, reached Bugis pretty far? Went to Bugis street the moment we came out from the MRT .
Walked around and I can't believe that Bugis street is developing? HARHAR. Anyway, Kim got her tights while I've gotten myself my belt and additional eyelash. Gosh, I'm like wasting money. *Cries. It's like I don't really use eyelash so often like how I used to last time? And yet , at one shot , I bought like 3 pairs? DOOMED.DOOMED.
After shopping around , Kim bought Danny a top. We had a hard time deciding on what colour , what size to get for him. And , Danny had the exact same tee cause his brother gave him the same design , same colour. Like sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.Dots. After getting Danny's clothes , we went to have drinks.
I would rather not mention what happened. Kim , cheerup please. Was deciding if we wanted to play pool or slack around. Walked to Bugis Junction to shop even more. Kimmy got her slippers from Charles and Keith. I wanted to get a heel , however Kimmy was like .... 'Are you trying to compete with your Mom? You guys have like so many pairs of heels. ' & yup , I didn't get the heels.
Left Bugis around 8plus. Trained & bused home. Slack at Kimmy's block where the heavy photography begun. HAHAHAHAHAH. We had many stupid moves that we can't afford to show it to you guys. Sent her home and went home myself. Before that , met Lilbrother to have a puff and walked home.
I KNOW YOU GUYS ARE READING THIS : STOP VIEW&RUN . STOP MAKING ME UPSET ):
Seeing your tears drops like razorblades, couldn't do anything but feel hurt inside. I really do hope you overcome this someday. Nevertheless, I would be by you and a part of me will be with you as you overcome this emotional moment. Don't give up , keep moving on. With loads of love , Your Sugar.
I hear the word H-O-L-I-D-A-Y. Like finally a break from school. A pathetic 1 week time flies very fast these days. Well , I would say it's better than nothing. It was the last day of school for this term. I'm officially proud to say that I no longer owe the school any whatsoever dentention. And a new system will be up next term. So my records for latecoming? well , cleared.
Supposed to meet Kim at her school, however thanks to the sudden downpour , had to rush home and meet Kim at Mac directly. Waited for her till I fell asleep. Bought down the balloon and muffins that I got for her. Immediately hide the stuff the second I found a spot to sit. Kim came , was gald that she was suprised and happy. Mugged till about 7plus. Met Huimei , Wanyi and her Bf at coffeeshop to have dinner.
Kim went home shortly after. Hope she's feeling fine. After dinner , the rest of us were like slacking around. Talked alot even though I'm not very close to them. Well, I'm turning to a social butterfly I hope! Made plans with Kim to either go for Sheesha or something else tomorrow. Mommy rang me up and told me that she just got home and is going out again. Now , that's where I've inherited the 'going-out-is-a-must' habit from.
Went to some void deck to slack. A group of people was like performing for civil defense thingy? I guess was a project or something. It was superb funny. Like there was Superman, Batman, Robin & Spiderman. HAHAHAHHAHAH , Well of cause the main item was a cut out mini fire-engine from Civil Defense. They were like laughing when they saw that we were laughing at their cute masks. After slacking , Wanyi and her Bf made a move 1st. Accompied Huimei till she went to meet her Bf and went home. Got home before Mommy did.
Well I'm done with blogging , TATA.
Listening carefully , it really did say things like : 'Hello' , ' What's your name? '
HAPPY 27TH MONTHSARY KIM ! -love you with all my heart-
Yup , finally the day had arrived. It was the due date that I had to meet in order to pass Kim a present. I'm very gald that she loved it. After school , went over to pick Kim up from school. Went home together and planned to meet at 3plus. As we were in the bus , Kim started reading through the book. It melts my heart just to see that smile on her face once again.
Went down to Mommy's workplace to have our haircut appointment. Kim merely had her finge trimmed while I had my finge almost half of the length chopped off. Thankfully it turned out pretty impressive. We took our time and went to the pet shop that was beside the hairsalon. The puppies and parrots were amazing. I've got a video of them .
Headed over to ParkwayParade to wait for Luke. There was like a massive 'swimming pool' in the middle of the enterance of PP. Like for small kids to play in it while they're in a plastic ball? I've got no idea what that is called. But below is a picture of it. Played pool and cabbed home shortly after. Once again , Happy 27th Monthsary Kim. Cheerup and love you as deep as the ocean.
School was fine today. Was damn sleepy in class as I didn't had enough sleep due to what I did yesterday. Which was .... Clearing up my room + new furnitures. I still can't believe it that I managed to move the things around and clean my whole room all by myself. And yes , I'm proud of myself. I WILL NEVER EVER CREATE A MESS IN MY ROOM ANYMORE! It's a stressful thing to see your room in a small , BIG mess. As you can see , from the above picture , what I drew on Daryl's hand. Don't mess with him . He's a big-time , hardcore , whatever you can think of gangster full of tatoos. HARHARHAR.
I think I'm gaining weight , yet I think I'm losing weight. Damn weird man. Like gaining weight as in that my school as been selling icecream for this whole week. And I've been trying almost every flavour on different days. Losing as in , the shorts that I wore today , used to be tight . But now , it's like kind of lose? OMG. Stress perharps?
After school , Deborah came by my place. I kept spamming her phone with msg(es). She know what I'm refering to (: Teeehheee. In short , I came home to bathe and went down to mug with Kim at mac.
'Never ever think that you're alone to face whatever troubles that may come by you my dear , fret not , I'll always be there for you. I hope you'll better and no matter what , meLyou ok ?' - this goes out to someone special that she herself knows who she is.
XXOXOXOX. Stop viewing and running! RARRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Was late for school today. Thought to myself :' Damn it , gonna get in-house suspension again , craps' Reached school at around 8AM. Thankfully , the teacher said that I won't get suspension , however , if I'm late again , I'll be send home . Like OMG.OMG.OMG. I wouldn't want to be late for this whole week !
In short , school was as usual and rather good. Gambled in school again. It's like so addictive? -Smiles widely- Had 3 free periods as our teachers didn't came. My homeworks are pilling and I swear , I'll finish it during the 1 week holiday. Cross-fingers* that I'll have the time to blog. Just hope that you guys won't be bored of me blogging about almost the same damn whole thing. I'll try to crack my heads to come out with funny stuff alright? Pinkypromise.
Had to perform during Literature. Jessie had HigherMotherTongue therefore our group didn't had to put up the show. Our class Art work was on display too! Teeehhheeezxzxzs. Ms Nah even took a picture for us with our artwork. Guess what? I'm oh-so finally done with my room. Yup, I cleared the hell out of it till I think that my bone is very fragile that it'll break anytime! Ok , too - over.
School sucxk big time today ): English sucxk followed by chemisty followed by phyisc. Like wtfffffffffffffffffff man. My blood boils as I think it over again. Well , the weather is veryveryvery cold tonight. After school , came home and bathed. Changed and went down to Mac to meet Kim and Jonathan.
Took a quick puff and mugged damn hard. It's been awhile since I've mugged so hard. From like 3plus till 7plus? I've used up many of my brain cells already & I need to remember the formula after learning it. Please do give me hell tomorrow in school. Like the holidays are approaching? Waitttttttttttt, it's like next week man.
I need a haircut badly ): Gosh, I still have loads of things to do and I've so little time left ! Screwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Had a talk with Aiai. Headed home and talked to my newly-made Bff ! None other than Jieyonggggggggg yo! HAHAHAHHAHAHAAH. I will , am going to help him update his blog if he needs help. Well , just hope that he won't turn lazy and close down his blog ._. Ok , Toodles
IT'S A SUNNY YELLOW ORANGE SUN-DAEEEEEEEEE. (Click on my ads please :D) Yup , the weather was hot and sunny as usual. Sometimes , I really do hope that Singapore could have snow. Or some genius to invent like a machine that can control the weather. Well, let's just hope. The world is changing (: So.... here goes my post.
Got up pretty late as usual. Mommy told me that she bought me a new dressingtable and closet with the bar that you can hang your clothes on. YAY! no more cramped clothes. Kim won't be able to whine about my clothes anymore (: Teeehhheee , thanks Mommmmeeeeee. This means that I'm supposed to clear my stuff again. HELP MAN. Kim called to mug together. Didn't had the intention to do so as I thought I won't have enough time. However , did met up with her in the end.
As you can see , we did had a hell loads of kick ass photos and pure madness. I look drunk in some of the photos which I can't understand why as I did not even had a single drop of beer or whatever that can make me drunk. Went home shortly after eating prata. YAY! tomorrow is munnndaeeeeeee (: I need to brush up on Mathematics. Hopefully Kim can teach me Maths tomorrow.
Note to self: I need to ......
-Clean my room. -Throw away unwanted things. -Clear my mails again): -Updated friendster,facebook. -Updated & transfer songs from phone to comp. -Complete artwork by Thursday!
See how busy I am? ): RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Shall end this post with MarrcusPhua's face. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
(I realised that Lilbrother and myself look alike when we have our glasses on.) And so Saturday came to visit. I was supposed to meet Kimmy with co at Parkway noontime. However , I got up late and Kim went home to change. So went over to her place and fed a cat. Gosh , a very fat one. (Will upload a picture of it soon). Left her place around 3 and cab down to Parkway to find Naikhee and Jonathan. Played pool and my mood was like a bad one.
After playing pool for a few hours, decided to head for our late lunch. Headed back to Mac shortly after lunch. Naikhee mugged for his maths while I did my art. Kim went home to get her stuff and came after that. Mugged till like 9 plus? Danny and his friends were at Mac too.
As you can see from the pictures , Kenneth and Qunrong(sp?) were our models. Kenneth's hair was done by someone else. While Qunrong's hair was done by Kimmy and myself. Harharrrrrrrrrrrrrr. In total , we managed to tie 24 little ponytails on his whole head. Damn funny and they even made a trip inside Mac. Well , of cause many pairs of eyes were staring at them. I guess they must have been wondering 'are those two boys mad or something?' HAHAHHAHA.
Today , Kimmy sort of lost her mind. She kept on laughing and laughing. I've got a video of her. Ain't sure if I should post it. She'll like killllllll me if I do that. Harhar , in the meantime , enjoy Part II of the .....
ALMIGHTLY LAUGHTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR (: -& yes , I do love my laughter-
* Behold a video that will make you laugh/ think I'm crazy & a picture that might give you nightmares and wonders if I'm a alien-monster. Not suitable for the faint heart(s). Read and scroll down at your own risks , you've been warned.
I WAS LATE BY FREAKING 2 MINUTES. - thank ah bus driver. - And yes , got myself into hot soup. Had in-house suspension ): Thankfully MrsChua came in to the office and assigned me work that had to be done. Was stuck in the general office from like 7.45AM-3.30PM . Can you imagine how boring it is ? Well , I was lucky enough to have made friends with the clerks. I saw many pairs of eyes that kept on staring at the present that I was preparing for Kim. Teeehhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Hours flew out of the window and soon , it was time for me to go. Went to meet Kim near our place along with JeremySon. Played pokercards. Was damn high I swear. Don't believe me? Welllll scroll down to find out your answer. May I present to you the almighty laughter that well, entertained 2 people/made them laughed their ass(s) off. Give me your comments about it! Cause ....... (Do paused my music before playing. & sorry about not being able to rotate it!)
..... I've still have a part II to it! (: Cheers* & tata. (you better click on my ads and tag me if not my 3rd eyed picture will haunt you!) -MUAHAHHAHAHAHA-
(Click on my ads please :D). Guess what? I've just realised that this is my 100th post in this blog. Look at the picture on the right. So cute ain't he? He's none other than Ahmad from my class. However , he annoyes me like hell. So yea , it was unlucky for him to sit behind me as I kept on snap-shot him. HARHARHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. -revenge is sweet , heheheh evilsmiles* -
I even snapped the other Ahmad in our class. So yups, 2 Ahmad(s). And the best part was the both of them were sitting behind me. Assembly today was rather boring. Not that thrilling anymore. Oh before that was ARTTTTTTTTTTT. Yes babys. My so-called favourite subject. Art is the best thing of all , just that we can't draw whatever we like ):
Met Kimmy and Naikhee after school. Like around 4plus? Near Kim's school compound. She's like so damn lucky having Naikhee and me to pick her up after her training. So anyway , had to call Naikhee 'Dad' today. Lost the bet with him ): so yup . Poooooorrrrrrrrr Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
& If you're wondering why ManKit is laying on the ground. Welllll, that's because it was sunny bright hot and he was trying to draw the front part of the teacher's car. Damn cute his expression! Goodnight people (: XXOXOXOXO.
Kimmy sent me the above picture just when I was feeling sick and tired. She even used the paper from Nokia book that I gave to her! How sweet of her (: She even stated : ' With many love :) ' That sweetheart made my day better even though I was ill. Thanks for the picture you sent me!
So anyway , JOANNE IS VERY VERY ILL RIGHT NOW ): All thanks to my sillyness , I've gotten myself ending up in the toilet puking my lungs out. No , I am not suffering from food disorder. Stayed at home today as my tummy was unbearable. Got up and was feeling very sicky. Seriously , I've no idea why my body is reacting in such manner. ):
Mommy came home early today because of me. Cooked something light for me . Sorry Mommy , couldn't eat anything . I need to get myself fooooodddddd without puking . RARRRRRRRRRRRR , it sucxks to be ill . Damn , I need to attend school tomorrow! Was supposed to meet Kim in the evening. However , Naikhee snatched her away from me ! HARHARHAR, WHATEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR (:
I'm gonna blog everything in short today. Mr goh was kind enough by not giving me a in-house suspension as I was late for a number of times. After school , met Kim in the evening to buy her Icecream. Ever since I introduced it to her , she has been highly addicted to it! Like 2 times a week?
Gosh. Anyway , my stomach is turning me off right now. I feel like puking and I can't eat ): OMGOMGOMG. HELP. I need to sleep now , Bye.
School was rather fine. Just that my contact lens were damn irritating and pissing me off. And because of it , I had no choice but to skipped chinese lesson. Oh yea , watched bloody sunday in class today. Teacher dind't kept her promise ): The movie didn't turnedup the way I expected it to be.
My classmate bought a kitten in class. It was so damn cute. After school , Deborah came over to my place. Went to meet a friends. Met Kim shortly after that.
My dear Kimmy kept on teasing me like hell ]: Sent Deborah to the bus stop . Meanwhile , managed to phsco Kim to clean up the mess she created in my room (: Teehhhheeee . Walked Kim back to her place and had a very very long talk with her. Went home alone after that.
Due to yesterday , I was feeling so damn tired. Literally dragged myself out of bed. Got up at like around 9am ? Bathe and prepared , waited for my sister to come and pick Mommy and me up. After that , we headed down for lunch at IslandClub. Had my favourite Japanese food while sister and her bf + Mommy had Indian food. Nice combination hur? Indian and Japanese (: Try it someday if you have not !
After lunch , went to the other Island club to bowl. Played pool even ! Sister lost to me , harharharrrrrrrrrrrrrr (: Had an early dinner there. They serve great meatballs I'm telling you! While having dinner , the weather changed to the worst. It was like filled with roaring thunder and heavy rainfall along with dark clouds. Damn scary I would say.
Came home and met Kim after that. Pass back her keys and accompany her for dinner. Was feeling very cold and tired. It's monday tomorrow! Boy , times really flies !