Roses as guns bullets

English Paper 1&2 was up on today's menu .
The weather was pretty hot that had my classmates and myself filling buckets and buckets of sweat . Ewwwww .
After the examination , headed out of school .
At that point of time , the sun was shining so brightly that i nearly wanted to travel to the Sun and pour tons of pails containing gallons of water onto it .
Grrrrr .
However i cleary understand that it is mission impossible .
If not , I would be the first person that steps on the Sun .
Hawhaw , imagine doing that . Cool stuff .
It took Windsor , Chelsea , Jeremy and the rest to take a freaking long time to get out of school compound .
DAMN IT , I WAS NEARLY TURNED INTO A ROASTED PERSON .
Played TrueOrDare and really laugh my ass out .
Did many crazy things such as drawing on Duck's nipples . (FYI , Duck is a guy) .
Asked them to seduce the wall , pole and even ... -P-E-O-P-L-E-.
Police were like patrolling alot today , Whatsup with them man .
Became so hardworking out of sudden .
HAH .


Windsor's friend came and joined us .
Decided to head to PasirRis . Ok , Gtg now .
Bye GreatPeople living on this planet !
Goodluck for those that are having MotherTongue papers tmr and other subjects .
XOXO.

Chelsea: Hello sister . (: Haha , link me . (; lastwords-x.blogspot.com
- HI LilSister , Linked , you're loved .

DANIA: YOUUUUU TOOOOOO! :D
- :D:D:D:D , let's make our school blog . HA.

Pingping: love you silly ! (:
- LOVE YOU TOO BILLY !.XOXO

Cazarine♥: Hello ! I'm 5th to tag oh ! Haha ! Tc ,
- TY :] . You tc too .

zoooommm: Hello : D im a daily reader aha , 4th to tag xD
- Hi! , TY tag often . Godbless.

Ashley: And I'm the 3rd right ,miss you girl :)
- Thanks love ! XOXO missu2 !

JGXY ♥: Hi baby. I'm so touched luh! I'm the second to tag ya. Meet me on 19th of Oct as well okay? Celebrate 3rd anni (: ♥ JJNXH!
- OK :) . Suresure , ♥

baObaO : First to tag honeyy! :D you're loved my dear. muacks. (:
- Thanks Huneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .

Yesterday , Mommy went to the F1 race .
I stayed at home and rot till i finally came out with a brilliant idea to call ..
EmmyPoo :P . Called her to meet @ Tampines and study for the upcoming examinations .
Planned at 6Pm , met up at 8Plus .
Dropped her digicam on the ground . I'm very very sorry Poops . :(

She posted unglam photos of me as a result of dropping her digicam .
So people , NEVER EVER EVER EVER DROP HER CAM .
Walked around and decided to settle down at CoffeeBean .
Started mugging and there was this particular lady with her Bf at CoffeeBean ,
that both Poops and myself find her very annoying .
Her face was like ..... and the way she sat .
-Yucks.-

Accompany her to wait for Amicell at Starbucks .
After thousand of minutes later , she finally arrived .
Vincent gave her 3 stalks of Roses (if i'm not wrong) .
So cute and sweet .
Poops was like going crazy and she behaved like a wild cat .
Guess only we know what it means .
Headed home shortly after that .

-Today-
Today was 'Mugging Day' .
But still , i decided to take some pictures .


I'm missing hell loads of people !
Bebay said that she'll meet me as soon as the exams are over .
You better girl ! if not i'll kill you if you don't :P .
Tomorrow is my EOY paper .
I can't afford to fail it as it's English .
If i fail my English paper , i'm better off dead .
JoannaBaby , IMY too you asshole.
-loveloveloveloveloveyou-
The below picture is for you .
Don't go crazy and please don't jump around like a crazy monkey .
Just kidding .


Hunnneyyy wanted me to have my tagboard back .
So , it's back but please , no unpleasant comments !
Best wishes to those who are taking their examinations .
May all of you pass your papers with flying colours .

;Xoxo.

Yea , Today is a special day for my Dearest Mommy .
I would like to dedicate this post just for you , Mommy .
Thanks for everything you have done for me .
Although , we do have tiff once in awhile , yelling our lungs out , banging and throwing things around ,
I Still ♥ You .
I just want to tell you that you're an amazing and wonderful mother .
You're always there whenever i need you .
Despite knowing all the wrong things that i've done , you didn't give up on me .
Instead , you made me realised the mistake that i've done and ways to mend it .
You're .....
my listening ear , always there for me to hear me pour out my unhappiness about things around me .
always my adviser , giving me endless advises in life .
my best shopping partner , forever shopping till we drop death .
my bestest friend .
You're forever trying your ulitmate best to get whatever that captures my eyes , even though it is not necessary to have it .
Your scoldings are damn hardcord but filled with care and concern .
Secrets that i've told you , millions and thousands of them , you kept every single one of them in your heart and never let it out .
Most importantly , you're funny actions cheer me up whenever i'm feeling down .
Thanks Mommy for everything .
Once again , Happy Birthday.
Hope you like the flowers , Xoxo .

Just 3 more days to my EOY English paper 1 .
I'm starting to get the tension of it .
School , textbooks and even pens are a torture now .
But i've got to thank someone for motivating me ever since school reopened !
I guess that special person will know who she is .
Thanks (J) .
Art was a total screwed up .
Have to start it all over again . *Pissed off .
Pray that i hand up my artpiece on time .

Will not update frequently due to the upcoming examinations .
Guess what ? It is somebody's birthday tmr !
Stay tuned to find out whose birthday it is .
Ciaos ,

Passed : Don't get affected by the person you're refering on your post . I love the way you post , very good at expressing your feelings . <33
- I won't be already . It's all dump into the rubbish bin already :] . TY

Annie : Relink please (:
- Alrights .

jus-only-passed-by: tagged. stay pretty. dun be unhappy
- Trying to be happy .

(:: I think you're pretty & you should be so damn proud of yourself. your english is good too. JIAYOU ! Don't give up on yourself (:
- Hah , Thanks but i still think that i need to forcus more on my english . TY :)

- VIVIAN: Never tag me le hur! ): I miss you beri muchzxs.
- Laughs , i miss you wery much too .

Xiaohui: You didn't link me up! :( TC ~
- Okok , will link you up soon !

Joanna: Yo baby. I know you need me.
- :D

• Sinyi: HoneyBaby , i love you and i miss you too (:
- Happy 2nd Monthsary btw :)

♥愛 M O M O: yeahs. I know you and got know you from fs. what about you? still rmb me (:
- Don't quite rmb though , i seldom use friendster nowadays

Angeline: hi.
- Heyyy .

Veronica: tagged tagged! :):) Cheerup yea!
- Okok , thanks .

Cazarine♥ - Joanne: HELLO ! Here to tag back oh , tc !
- Hiiiiiiii , thanks .

Passer: Hey(!) I'm the first to post yea. ;D Stay pretty. Don't care about those comments.
- TY :) , (L)

How much longer can i carry on with this spirt ? ..
I feel so breathless , so tired , so sick , so weird , so awkward .
It's like i'm carrying a load of bunglesome paraphernalia .
I just feel like breaking down . Am i at my breaking point right now ?
I seriously can't figure out what's going on in my mind .
What type of expression am i having now ?
Did some soul-searching but still it retain me from finding the right answer i need to know .
At this point of time , i want to pour it all out , but i get choked on my words .
I recalled alot about the past , whether it's a good memories or bad memories ,
i do miss the past .
But i told myself , what for get strucked in the past when i'm living in the present .
What's done is undone .
There's no time for me to go back to the past and redo all the unpleasant stuff i once did .
People around me don't realised that they're hurting me .
They think that i'm over-sensitive .
I just feel that you all should try to understand me before judging me .
I'm dropping way down . Deep down to earth i'm falling .

Anyone you like t think : LOL. ohh. you don't look like you are 14 though. i thought you're like 16 or something. wow, im damnnnn shocked now.
- I know , Hah .

Carina : & Passerbys, let joanne solve her own problem. Dont add salt pepper whatever ok! I dont think she needs your opinions about her conflict with her friends.
- Just let them be , they have their hadns to type , can't control them .

Carmen : Lolols, -.-
- Will link you up soon then .

Carina : Oh dont bother about crazy people. PEACE OK, no bitching in tagboards! Lol :D
& Yes, we'll meet up soon! Really soon. After Final Years K.
You know i luv you, XOXO! hahah.
- K , Thanks Love . Sure . (L) !

I want to stress something , dear readers ,
whether you hate / love me , i don't care .
But please , don't comment me about Sherri and her friends in such a nasty tone .
I would really appreciate if you guys do so , TY .

School was rather mundane today .
Had a can of RedBull to keep the energy going .
However it only lasted me for around 4 hours .
And i immediately collasped down to the table to fall asleep .
Had to stay back in school today for some sexual , road safety talk .
Find it kind of boring though . -Grrrrr , wasted my time .
Should have gone home to catch my cat nap .
After the talk , classmates and myself birthday bash Indra .

Once again ....
Happy 15th Birthday Indra(Batam) !

Came home after that .
Discovered that my uniform had some dried flour on it .
Yuccks .
Even my skirt had some flour too .
Mommy is so gonna kill me when she sees my uniform in that crap .
I hereby like to say : ' Mommy I Miss You So Much ' .
3rd day without Mommy at home is pretty weird though .
K , Gotta go now . Ciaos ,

'Ps-joanne : Can you like put back as tagboard .I want to let that two bloody ranting very " chim " english & malay dogs to see what i have praised them .thanks .
- Sorry , i don't encourage such behaviour @ my blog though . Just chill man !

'Amanda&sherri : Eh two humji dog ,one never put tag board ,i posting with all the bloody nonsense stating how innocent & purely you're correcting & pushing the blames to joanne .what a joke man .your face is so fcuking thick that really make thise readers vomiting away with your " chimology " .one step malay ,the other step lian who now step one high class people who is totally a flithy bitch loitering around .YOU ARE AS USELESS ,AS DIRTY AS A TRASH .you mother fcuker pcb .
- Chill man , please don't comment other people @ my blog :) , TY .

'baObaO : wootttt! perhaps this tgaboard suits you more . no more spamming no more rubbish from rubbish ppl yea? :D ,
i miss you too ! meeting me tml morning?
- Maybe , i hope . :)

'axl : yeah~ free lunch tomorrow!
- Hahahhas , -giggles.

'CARMEN : Yooooo, Linked! See you soon alrights! ♥
- You didn't even left your link sweety.

Firstly , i would like to mention and state that i know i'm not perfect .
I didn't say that i was perfect .
You guys have gotta back off from me if you don't understand what i'm going to say or when you guys don't get what i mean .
Secondly , if you guys don't know what happened , please don't comment me , Thanks .

To (whateveryouwanttostatehere) :
I admit that i was clique once , life was fun at times .
But , as it goes by , i tend to feel bored with you .
Seriously , think about it .
You're a incorrigible and digusting creature .
I'm very digusted at what you had told people about my friend .
YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW THEM , HOW CAN YOU COMMENT THEM ? WTF MAN ?
I'm gonna be honest with you , my chronicles of life cycle was extremely pleasant until your existance was tremendously a nightmare .
I was and am gald that it had swayed away .
So what if my teachers gave up on me ?
At least i still have my family's support .
That matters more to me than an outsider's hope .
Their support and advise are always there for me , with our love , strength and unity that is an eyesore for you .
Obviously, you are tried to instigate between my mother and myself which you failed to discover that my family had a mutural understanding with each other .
Do you now get it through your scatter brain ? Or must i go any further ? .
I don't think you quite understand what i was trying to say .
I didn't say you were as hopeless as a trash , i said that ,
if by now you still think you're right , then you're as hopeless as a trash .
Do you know that your shrewd and cunning appearance had pissed my mother off . She was shocked that you are doing such stuff .
Your outrageous , demanding behaviour had a great impact on people surround you in a horrid way , including myself and my Mom .
I seriously don't give a fucxking care about what you're going to say about me .
Don't you ever dare comment about my friends when you don't even know their character or them .
You don't need to tell the whole world that you're life is interesting .
I'm not saying my life is perfect , but way much more better than yours .
AND THIS WILL BE THE LAST POST EVER FOR YOU .
FROM NOW ON , I WILL ERASE YOU OFF MY MIND .
Cause of the things you did and said .
Think about it yourself , telling people stuff about my friend when you don't even know him .
Hah , what a joke .

Passerby: Omg lah, such great sense of humor you have here. Reading yr blog is fun; cos i've read JOANNE's jokebook? HAHA. (;
- Errrr, Thanks? But what are you refering to that's a joke?

Anyone you like t think: Hrmms, how old are you? btw, how ue take those photos in your sept 6 post uhs?
- I'm 14 this year . My friend helped me to take it .

:debbiechak ,: tagged ! HAHA. \m/ !
- Thanks .

♥laura: i believe your referring to your fren it th post ? ,and yea , srry for asking so much , (:
- You don't really need to know :]

randomise: Hahs , Ok sweety ? Ignore the spammers lah . They cant grow up .
- Don't worry , i won't give a damn to them , can't blame them though . Merely immatured kiddos .

♥ CAZARINE - Joanne: Um, hello :D Who're you refering to in your blog wors ? (:
- I don't really think you need to know :] .

Liying: Tagged (: hmm .. update more often okays ? miss your posting . take care (:
- Ok sure , Thanks . UTC2 .

aaa: Lol.Say people say yourself. -.-
- My , you don't even know what really happened . Get your facts right 1st please , Thanks :]

{ You bought me for a ride , now it's pay back time }

I find people around me , nowadays going hay-wire .
Some , just think that they're still in the right .
When they're not .
That some , i would like to say , this person in particular .
Look here young lady , i don't give a single damn to you .
I'm just gald that i've seen your true colours at last .
You're just like a pair of high-heels , looks pretty on the outside , but as time goes by , you tend to hurt people without realising or maybe you realised it but carry on to .
I seriously want to give you a round of applause .
You don't even know what you're typing out .
Ha , what has it gotta do with you of whom , who i mix with ?
Unlike you , same old boring lifestyle everyday .
And if you're spreading untrue stuff , i pity you badly .
You've got no sense of shame .
And i think that the award for the best liar on Earth should be awarded and presented to you .
If up till now , you still think that you're in the right ?
Then you as hopeless as a trash .
You totally neglect people when you don't need them .
You are the one that thinks 'big' .
Please , shall i buy you a mirror ? For you to take a look at yourself in the mirror ?
Or perharps , should i buy you a ruler ? To measure how thick-skinned you can be .
You only remember the bad stuff when problems come .
You are a ungrateful person .
Only remembering what you did for me .
Never had you stopped for a second and think back.
What about my Mom ? What about myself ?
We did many stuff for you .
If i can stop and think for a second about the things you did for me , why can't you ?
Or are you merely cold-blooded person living in a warm-blooded body .
Your attitude that day totally sucxked . I ain't saying my attitude is perfect . Don't get the wrong idea and , don't get bonkers and start spreading around untrue stuff .
I've given in once before to you .
And i've regretted doing so , i'm not going to soften up and give you another chance .
-THAT IS TOTALLY OUT OF THE POINT -
You just don't cherish nor appreciate what people do for you .
You simply get big headed and thinks that you can start to call the shots .
Get away with all that thinking , you're no longer the same person i once knew .
Just go away please , don't ever come back .

٠PB: Come on ley (-), at least she looks great in those "fats" rights, plus you dont have the rights t judge her, you have FATS on yourself toos rigthzxzx! Dumbass.
- Just don't mind them :] Chill chill .

٠Bingbing : Hello, link me yah :D
- Linked .

٠pass :chinese medicine likdat cuz special mahhhhhhhhhhh! , you drink fast fast then very shiok one leh. HEHEHEH
- But i just despite it , and i hope i'll never get to try it again !

٠debbiechak, : mygod. i like never come for a short while then like that. Joanne , stay pretty. :D , anyway . It's not about flabby arms. -.- It's the lighting of the picture. -.- , It can also be babyfats. that haven't been gone yet.
- Ha , thanks .

٠Joanna: To - Are you jealous becos she's pretty uh? Fxck off & get a life uh. How you know she edit? Use your fxcking brain. I dont think you're pretty as her luh -'-
- Baby , don't get agitated , like what i said , they're merely attacting attentions .

٠-/Huisian : Just passed by .
- Thanks .

٠pb: some of yr photos like model lehhs. u are model ar ?
- No sweets , i'm not a model .

٠Unknown: You actually look pretty without your piercings on your face and body. You can look elegant actually. Hope you'll remove your piercings because you better like this. Just a comment. Hehe.
- Woooo , Thanks =D i will remove it when i'm done enjoying it . Thanks anyways .

٠baObaO : stop all the nonsense here la . Zzz . this is her blog her pics and everythings in this web belongs to her . i dont think she need any comments for her post as well . unless she wrote it in her blog .
- Don't mind them Honey , they're just entertaining me :D , Making a scene of themselves , trying to attract attentions you see :D

٠HUIS: you're thin and you're pretty , that's the final say :D
- No i'm not thin nor pretty , that's your opinion , but i don't find myself thin nor pretty :]

٠wanjing(: Hello , wow . you got nice photo (: love it ! stay pretty yawws (:
- You've flatter me , Thanks .

٠- : she dont look flabby because she edit some parts of them. if you look carefully la. lmao.
- Hah , have you seen me in real life before? So what if i did edit parts of it ? Does it concerns you ? LMAO =D

٠Passerby : They are just jealous of you, cause they don't have. :X Tsk, stay pretty.
- Perharps ? Thanks . =D

٠Dung : She doesnt have flabby arms please, admit you are jealous cuz she's prettier than you in every way//
- I admit i do though :/. Anyways , thanks for your tag ! :]

٠Lols: Models don't have arms like bamboo too . Unless they're suffering from aneroxic or something -.-"
- Who say models have bamboo arms ? You're weird though :/

٠aar0nn : Hello =]] HAha remembEr ME ??
- Yea ! i do remember you :D

٠annoyyyyy: and you see the flabby (censored) around her arms on the first picture at saturday post, oh manx
- & i don't see any censored area? Do you need to go for an eye check ? And i admit that i'm fat , so what ? I'm sure you're fatter than me :D

٠annoyyyyy: you sure she has the potential to be a model ? To a passerby view, i think the photography looks like an ahlian/auntie 's trying to act like a model. Seriously, it entertains me. hahaa.
- I'm gald that it entertained you . You're entertaining me too :] !

٠jus-only-passed-by: hi.. tagged again.. stay pretty
- Thanks , come often :]

٠baObaO: upload 'that' sexy pic leh ! hahahaha . cant wait to see it .
- -giggles- soon , :]

٠faithful readers: Tagged . (:
- Thanks Sweets .

٠Reader: Do not bother about what others say. You are what you are. There is sure to be a black sheep out of the so many friends & readers here. (:
- Yea , Thanks . I won't let them affect my mood :] .

٠Cheryl: TAGGED ! ^^ hahas thank me uhhs :] takecareees :]
- -.-

٠Liying: Hey yo ! i'm back to tag you again (: dont say i'm not good ah , hahas ! lols ! take good care okays ?
- Ok , sure you TC too :D

٠Passer ;D: Why are some of your readers so perverted ._. Hahas , love reading your blog ye ;D Love the pics you took on 0609 too , you look just like a model o.o
- Not sure ? Ask them ? -laughs- Thanks hell loads , but i'm not a model . Tag often =D .

٠randomise : really nv stead w alex meh . u too seems close .
- No , we're not stead . Close does not mean stead though , sweety .

٠ baObaO : hahaha. nvm la . i remove it leee! dont let her see :/ hmmm . you must buck up your studies uh! cannot give up okay (:
- Okok , i won't :]

The world is changing , the world is dying soon .
Weathers nowadays are very unpredictable .
For a moment it'll be a sunny day , the next thing you realised is that it's raining cats and dogs .
The sudden change in temperature is making me sick , eeeewwws .
This reminds me of what happened yesterday .
Met Kiro , Egbert and Alex @ Orchard Mrt .
Took a bus down to Chinatown , (i've never been there before .)
Went all the way there just to get some herbal tea .
IHATECHINESEMEDICATION. -Yucks!
Find it way to strong for me to take it .
Kiro too , had difficulties with it .

Bus-ed down to Bugis .
Kiro was the joker of the day , making everyone to laugh their ass off .
He even made me choked on my spicychicken . Errrrr .
Train-ed home shortly after that .

It's 5PM and Mommy still refuses to gimme back my keys .
She was unhappy with you yesterday as i was surfing the net @ 4AM .
Thus , she took away my keys to prevent me from going out today.
Damn ! she better return me now , i wanna go out and meet my Cliques .
Fucxk it . Fucxk it . Fucxk it .
Btw , Millions of thanks to my Emmypoo !
Thanks so much for my blogskin , (L=E!) .

I've been trying my very best to update .
However , you guys just simply view and run .
I've got my ways of tracking you guys down .
Don't ask how , i know who have been viewing my blog and not tagging me .
Ok, I'm starving like hell now .
Yet , i'm so fucxking keen to get the hell out of this house now ! .
Urrgggghhhs ,

Met up with Baby(L) along with Terence and his friend , (Babymilo??) .
Woke up with lots of struggle .
Went down to Taka to meet up with Terence first .
Terence bought me a strawberry donut ! TY
Shortly , Baby came and we catch up with each other .
Once again , started cam-whoring .

Went to send Baby home while i head to Vistapoint .
Met up with TerenceBro .
His group of friends are so comedy .
Was laughing my ass off .
Train home after that .